Accidents and Tears

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Sichengs POV

Who is that boy?
I thought this all day during school and couldn't help but look at him from time to time. I could've been staring at him for all I know. He was so beautiful, he looked like he could be an idol or something and he seemed so kind and caring. He was hanging out and taking with Taeil all today, makes sense since he's new and Taeil is so friendly to him. Maybe I can muster up the courage to talk to him sometime, I would love to be friends with him. Whenever he would catch me looking(staring) at him he would just look back at me shyly then smile. His smile was so bright and beautiful I couldn't help but smile back.

School was now over and everyone was going home. Momo and Yuto walking to wherever they were going together, two of the most popular girls at school Mina and Sana walking with their "friends" following behind them. Only one of them was really their friend. Her name was Lisa, she's from Thailand. At this school a lot of the popular people are foreign, except me. I'm probably the only foreigner that's not popular. I guess I didn't properly introduce myself well yet. My name's Dong Sicheng my family calls me win win, I'm Chinese and I'm an otaku. I like anime and some idol groups including some Korean idols. I moved here when I was 13 years old, my dad got a job here in Tokyo and he couldn't say no so we moved. A year later or so my mom and dad got a divorce and my dad left so we were left by ourselves with very little money. My mom has to work one job during the day and a part time job at night. Me being poor is one of the reasons I'm bullied and have no friends since this school is pretty expensive.
Yuta must be rich
I thought disappointed knowing I'll never have a chance with him. Out of no where the bell rang and the teacher dismissed us, everyone getting up and rushing our except Yuta. He was sitting in his seat gathering all his then stood up and left. Then it was just me in the classroom, still thinking of Yuta.

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-ˏˋ time skip ˊˎ-

I put all my things down and sat on an empty seat in the train. Here in Tokyo trains are always packed and people can rarely sit down but I hung out after school(by myself obviously) until it was around 5 then got on the train.  I took my phone out of my bag and looked at my wallpaper, it was Taemin from shinee.

  I took my phone out of my bag and looked at my wallpaper, it was Taemin from shinee

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This is the main reason why I don't take my phone out at school. I can't let anyone know about my love for Taemin. I went on to Instagram and
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ooked at the suggested users to follow, most of them being fan accounts and the rest being people from my school. I was about to turn my phone off and when I noticed one account. The username was na.yuchan and the profile pictures was of someone who looked very familiar. I looked closer and noticed it was Yuta!
わあ、彼につずきべきた?
*Wow, should I follow him?*
I thought for a moment and decided I shouldn't but right that moment the train got bumpy out of no where and my finger accidentally hit the follow button.
くそ!
I cursed under my breathe. Well there you go Sicheng, you done fucked up. Now Yuta's gonna think I'm a stalker or something or I took his kindness the wrong way. What if he thinks I'm gay. All these ideas and scenarios ran through my head until it was time for me to get off.

I jumped of the train and practically ran home. My house wasn't super far from my school but it wasn't close so I had to ride the train for a while and it was already 6pm.
Mom's gonna kill me!
(This is said in Mandarin cause Sicheng still speaks in his mother tongue obviously)
Once I got home I quietly opened the front door to our apartment hoping my mom wasn't waiting for me but she was. She was sitting at the table with a pissed expression on her face.

たーただいま~
*I'm back*
She started at me with the same expression then it faded away.
Sit down
She said as she patted the chair across from her. I hesitantly made my way over not sure what she was gonna do.
Ya, win win. You know how much I love you right.
I silently nodded in response
And you know how worried I get when you come home so late! You know what kind of stuff happens in this area but you still stay out late huh? I sacrifice so much for you and you do this to me, what are you gonna do leave me like your father. Ah unbelievable! What are you doing, hanging out with your friends?
I shook my head about to speak but she stopped me.
They're probably bad influences for you anyway, then again you're such lazy otaku pig who would want to be friends with you. You're just like you're father. No good! Now be gone. Get out of my sight I can't stand looking at such a disappointment like you.

She finally finished, now looking at me disgusted. I just sat there unable to move. My mom has always been verbally abusive but it's never been this much, atleast at one time.
I said leave!
She suddenly yelled at me. I shot up and ran to my room before it could get worse. I couldn't be bothered with anything so I just changed into my pajamas and cried myself to sleep.

If only dad didn't leave, none of this would've happened. Why'd he have to go and do it...

Ok guys that's all for this chapter, sorry it ended so sad but this story is gonna be kinda sad:(. Anyway sorry for not updating in so long, this book is probably gonna have slow updates but anyway I hope you enjoyed. Also sorry to sichengs parents I know they aren't like this but it's for the storys purpose so ya 💚💜

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