THE WILD THINGS

|DEAD INSIDE PT 2| X

| A/N:⚠️ Trigger Warning⚠️ this will have ideas of suicide please beware feel free to skip this part and pm us for a summary of what happened.|
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Song suggestions: Orlando x Everybody died in their nightmares x Dead
Inside
By: XXXTENTACION
The lyrics will be scattered and verses will be skipped throughout the imagine.
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Enjoy.

The pain in my heart just wont end

I couldn't hear a thing,
I could only hear my slowing heartbeat vibrating up to my ears.

I just felt like I was being lifted.
Physically not mentally of course.

I felt hands wrapping around me and picking me up.
A strong scent of marijuana hit my nose but I didn't know who it was or where I was.

I wanted to open my eyes but I couldn't it's like my mind was my eyes at the moment, all of my senses were alert but I couldn't see a thing.
I could only smell and hear.
It's like I was numb.
I couldn't move.
I didn't know if I was alive or not.

Well Was I being carried into the depths of hell?
That's all I could think about.
That's what I continued to ask myself
The smell of rain soon went away after so did the smell of weed.

This is it I thought.

Nobody wants death cause nobody wants life to end..

It's time for my judgement, time to be thrown into the fire for all of the dumb shit I did in life.
So I prepared myself to burned by all of
my sins.

I'm the only one stressed and the only one tired of having fake friends..

I could only see me in my head.
From when I was happy..when I was sane.
But still alone. In my head I was alone. That's what ate at my soul.

The pure hunger for someone, something to really care about me and take time with me. I just want to feel something. I have nothing left to give me what I need.
I don't even know what that is, but whatever it is I'm feening for it..but I can't find it. That shit is what drives me insane.

Tired feeling like I'm trapped in my damn mind..

Then everything stopped, I couldn't see just myself anymore.
I could only hear a siren.
In my head I could see a red light flashing on and off.
Then there was a shadowy figure
Getting closer to me as I lay there, helpless and cold.

Tired feeling like I'm wrapped in a damn lie
Tired feeling like my life is a damn game..

As he was telling me it's okay, the siren got louder and closer.
He just kept repeating himself
"it's okay...it's okay".. he spoke to me, reassuring me.
For some reason I really felt okay, I listened to him.

His words calmed me I felt safe;
His face was a blur but he had blue hair.
Dreads. With tattoos.

Put the neuce on my neck and the hole in my back again..

Nigga really wanna die in the nighttime..

I'll be waiting on death with a smile on my face if this is the end,