Y/n has a big past but meets bts and she feels a strong conection with jung kook but she has never met him so she dosent know why she feels like this. She soon realizes that bts really loves her but she still feels depressed
WARRNING : SELF HARM...
Y/n p.o.v : I was stuttering and I was scared that jungkook was gonna find out I was stalking him well I wasn't really stalking him I just walked in I kept bitting my lips because I don't know wait..... oh no ....oh no no no no my hormones are on "shit!" I said to my self ... "what's wrong? " he asked and I realized I said that out loud I couldn't help it anymore I was under control of hormones I kissed jeon jungkook and then I ran out scared out of my life but that's when I was hit with the reality. ....that wasn't hormones it was a inpath sign .... im going to lose it right now I know I'm going to go insane I know that this is really REALLY BAD but I felt some one grave me it was....suga
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He looked mad/sad then he grave my had and took me to the back yard secret hid out that yoongi showed me .....
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We where walking in he didn't tell me anything yet
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I was wowed at the way it looked suga knows I love nature and shit like that but I felt scared for some reason
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He took me and sat down with me and I had this anxious feeling until he spoke "y/n....why?" He told me and I didn't know what to say except "huh?" "DONT FUCKING JUST REPLY HUH ! I KNOW YOU KISSED JEON JUNGKOOK AND YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL.....i.....love...you... and I don't want to lose you " at first I wanted to cry cuz he yelled but then ....
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He was crying .... I made him cry I felt bad I have never seen yoongi cry before it was sad and scary "I'm so so so sorry yoongi " I hugged him and cried I felt sad that I made someone cry ... worse I made a depressed person cry ... "am I not good enough for your liking ?... Im sorry that I don't have mussels like Kookie or that I'm weird or that I'm lazy " yoongi said shivering and shaking "No its not that yoongi even I don't really know who I love" I said hugging him tight then we got up and walked
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WWow...." you got Chinese food and you MADE THIS ?!" I asked shocked he nodded and we sat down and had a nice evening but I could tell his depression is taking over his body
WOW I DIDN'T EXPECT THAT !!anyway hope you enjoyed ♡
