100 Unread Messages

100 Unread Messages; 4

to: alex

from: bella

9:00 PM

dad's drinking again.

9:04 PM

sometimes i just wanna grab a beer, pop it open and drink it right in front of him to see if he'd care.

9:07 PM

i just want him to stop drinking and realize that him drinking not only affects him but it affects me too.

i need a father.

9:53 PM

i did it. i grabbed a beer and told him if he didn't want me to drink that i'd drink the entire thing. and so i did.

you know what he did?

he gave me another can and kept drinking.

10:03

did i mention that his medication clearly states that he shouldn't drink? he's messing up his liver so much more.

10:39

i can not lose him. i can't.