Part 18||Cochlear Implant[less]

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A/N: I love the meme above but all I can think about is "MY TASTE IN MUSIC IS YOUR FACE! And sorry for the short chapter!!

TYLER:  

After being in there for over 4 hours with Josh and my mom waiting -some of which I was asleep- they told me what was happening.  I was petrified.  How? I-I-I I don't deserve this.  The...probability.  I...I love Joshua.  I can't.  I don't understand...

The doctor walked out to get Josh and my mom.   I didn't cry, I wasn't sad...I just didn't believe it.  I was numb.  

The Doctor, Josh, and my mom walked in.  

"So, there is bad news.  Lots of it." the doctor said
"the bad news being?" Josh asked

"He can't get the implant.  Because of something in his brain.  That something, is a tumor.  He has a form of cancer, Glioblastoma.  It's a fast growing, aggressive tumor.  The survival rate is 20% for someone his age.  Well, 20% chance that he'll last 5 years.  10% that he'll last 10 years.  I'm so sorry" The doctor spoke sadly

My mom started crying and Josh looked just as scared yet numb as I did.  After about 5 minutes, he spoke.

"But...But...I love you, Tyler Robert Joseph.  I love your smile and your laugh and what you think are faults.  I love those goddamned things.  I love your voice and your sense of humor.  I love everything about you. Please don't leave me" Josh cried, collapsing on the ground.  

"I love you too Joshua William Dun.  I love your smile and the way your eyes crinkle up at the corners when you laugh.  I love your jokes and your hair and your willingness to do anything for me.  I love that you are learning a language for me.  I won't leave you, I promise.  I love everything about you.  How could I leave?" I stated, a tear slipping down my cheek

A hospital wasn't EXACTLY where I wanted to tell him this but too late now.  

"Oh Tyler, you'll make it! I will make sure of it! We'll always be together!" My mom said, then ran over to hug me.  

"It is possible that Tyler Joseph survives this.  It is very possible.  But you, Joshua, you aren't his family?" The doctor asks

"OH LIKE THAT MATTERS NOW" Josh shouts at the doctor, his cheeks stained with tears.  

I knew they were still talking to me but my eyes wouldn't focus

I told you, Tyler
Really, right now?
Oh Tyler, aren't you tired?

No, Blurryface. I'm not tired
Well I think it's time to say goodbye, to the earth and now your worthless life
No, blurryface.  I'll last.  If not, I probably have another year
*laugh*
It's not funny

Black started to cloud my vision again

Say 'night night'

No

say 'night night'

"night night" I mumbled aloud, as I watched the color in both Josh and my mom's face completely drop.  They looked horrified.  
"Blurry says it's time to go to sleep" I mumbled

Good boy, now, give your life to the darkness

"bye bye, life" I say out loud again, blackness becoming more pronounced
"Hello darkness." I mumble

Admit you failed

"Blurryface wins" I said, vision going completely dark as I went limp. 


A/N: I'm sorry, I really am

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