are you gonna leave now?
were you gonna say goodbye?
I thought after everything we've been through,
you would at least call me and try,
we shared those secret smiles,
that light skimming touch,
we never committed deeper than that,
and it never seemed like much,
i cried those days it seemed like,
you didn't really care,
but was it really that? or was that you were scared?
then too much time had passed,
but still we spoke all night,
I had to admit if when this time came,
I'd have to be alright,
I could wish for grand confessions,
before you step onto that plane,
but I know I'll never see you again,
thinking anything else would be insane,
Maybe it's better you didn't say goodbye,
it would've been too hard,
but I'll forever think of you,
you have left me scarred.
