NCT ONESHOTS | ships

9. jaemin and renjun [angstish] {male pregnancy}

Jaemin and Renjun have been together for 4 years and Renjun got pregnant.

It was Jaemin's child, he knew for sure. But Jaemin and Renjun lived in a cursed village with a weird gas in the air that made people have hallucinations.

Renjun had to move away in order to give birth to a healthy baby.

"Jaemin, I have to talk to you."

"What is it Junnie?"

"We have to break up."

With those words, tears already developed in Jaemin's eyes.

"No."

"Yes Jaemin, we have to."

"No, it can't happen. I need you, I love you!"

"I love you too."

"Then why do we have to break up, have you found someone else to love?"

"Yes."

Renjun lied.

The tears streamed across Jaemin's face.

"What?"

"I fell for someone else."

Renjun lied again with a straight face.

"No, no. No it can't, I love you."

"I know you do but there's somebody else in my life now and he needs me more than you do, I'm sorry Jaemin."

That year, Renjun gave birth to a boy. He looked a lot like Renjun but only his eyes and lips were Jaemin's.

But right after giving birth to it, the baby got water in his longs and died five minutes after his birth.

After years of depression, Renjun started to pick up his normal live again. He had a nice house, a good job and lots of friends.

One day, he walked in the local park to get some fresh air.

He saw a couple walking, their arms were linked.

When the couple turned around, Renjun didn't believe his eyes.

It was Jaemin, with another boy with black hair and an eyesmile which was the most precious one ever, after Jaemin's of course.

The Chinese boy assumed Jaemin said something funny that made the other laugh.

Their eyes met and he saw Jaemin telling his current lover to sit down on the bench beside them and that he would be right back.

"Hey."
The taller started.

"Hey Jaemin."

"Well, how's life going?"
Jaemin said awkwardly.

"It was tough at first but it is good now."

"How are you doing?"
Renjun asked back, curious about the boy on the bench.

"I'm good, I found someone new, you see. Just like you did."

He said with a little smile while thinking about all the love his new boyfriend Jeno gives him, but Renjun's heart was being wrenched.

"Yeah, I know that you happier now that you've found him and my friends told me I would be too if I found someone as well."

"But you've found someone already right? That's why you left me."

"Not exactly and I know that he deserves you..."

He looked at the boy on the bench.

"...But im still in love with you."

"What?"

"I hurt you like no one else would do, but other than that Jaemin, I need you like no other."

"What are you saying Renjun? I don't get it."

"I didn't found a new lover, Jaemin."

Jaemin chocked on his saliva.

"But why did you leave m-"

"There was someone that needed me but that was not a new lover and he doesn't need me anymore if you understand what I mean."

"Not really, if not a lover who claimed your heart, then who?"

"Jaemin, I was pregnant."

Jaemin looked Renjun right in his eyes.

"W-was it mine?"

"Of course it was, I would never cheat on you."

"But why did you leave?" Why did you leave me there all alone in that awful town?"

"I didn't want the baby to suffer from that horrible gas and I'm glad to see you left the town too."

"You didn't left me for another lover, you left me to take care of a baby. Our baby."

Jaemin said with wide eyes.

"Exactly, I hope you understa-"

"Why are you here alone if you have a child to take care of?"

"The baby died five minutes after his birth."

Jaemin remained silent.

"But at least I saw him, he had your eyes and lips, I know for sure he had your beautiful smile too.

Renjun said through his tears, while remembering the awful experience.

"Oh Renjun, if only you let me know. I would've moved with you. But I guess I loved that town more than you at that time, it was all because that stupid gas made me see things more beautifully than they acutally were."

Renjun's cheeks were soaked in tears, he hadn't noticed they actually fell from his eyes.

"But I'm glad you moved on with someone else, your smile is now wider than when I was with you.

And I won't force you to break up with him because I knew you'd fall in love again but if he ever breaks you're heart, just know that I'll be waiting for you, even if that's forever.

I wish you good luck in the future,
Na Jaemin.
Goodbye."

Renjun walked away and left Jaemin standing.

Jaemin's knees, however, gave up on him and let him fall to the ground.

His boyfriend ran towards him to catch him before he fell.

"Jae, who was that?"

"That, Jeno, that was my first love."

Jeno was shocked by this information and thought Jaemin wanted to leave him now.

"Jaemin, are you going t-to leave me?"

"Of course not Jeno, because you know what they say. If you really loved the first, you wouldn't have fallen for the second."