NCT ONESHOTS | ships

47. renjun, jeno and jaemin {ft. jisung and jungwoo}[angst(ish)]

in this oneshot Jisung is born in 2024  and the story takes place in 2029
male pregnancy is possible in this one,, please just roll with it
thank you

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"Goodmorning everyone!" Jisung's teacher Jungwoo greeted when he entered the classroom full of chaotic 5-year olds. When they all heard their teacher's voice, every little ball of energy found their seat and sat down.

"Since Mother's day is coming up, were going to make something beautiful to give to your mommy." Jungwoo grabbed a wooden heart decorated with paint, glitter and stickers. "I already made an example right here but feel free to make it however you like!"

While his teacher was explaining where to find the paint and stickers, Jisung's mind wandered off.

He had never seen his mommy before, it was always him and his dad at home. No one else.

Jungwoo walked through the classroom to hand out the wooden hearts to every kid. When he got to Jisung, the little child pulled Jungwoo's sleeve.

"Mr. Jungwoo?" This grabbed his attention and Jungwoo crouched down to match Jisung's eye level. "What's the matter, little Jisung?"

"I think I don't have a mommy." Jungwoo was taken back by Jisung's confession. Jungwoo didn't really know anything about Jisung's home life, he tried to come up with a response as soon as possible.

"But you do have a dad right?" Jisung nodded his head quickly. Jungwoo cooed silently at Jisung's adorableness. "Then you are going to make this heart for your daddy, you're going to make the most beautiful heart of the whole class, promise?" Jungwoo held his pinky out for Jisung to wrap his around.

And so he did. "Promise."

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"Dad!" Jisung ran over the school grounds to his father, who picked him up from the ground. "Hey there, buddy. Did you have a fun time at school today?" Jisung nodded and threw his tiny arms over Jeno's shoulders giving him a tight hug as Jeno started walking home with Jisung in his arms.

Jisung told his dad about everything he had done at school, then a thought popped up in his mind. "Dad?" Jeno hummed and looked at Jisung's starry eyes. "Can I ask you a question?"

Jeno smiled, proud at how gramatically correct his son's question was, he knew Jisung stumbled over his words quite often. "Sure, anything." He said, unknowing of the unwanted seriousness in Jisung's ask.

"You're my dad, right?" Jisung still clung on Jeno's shoulders, since he still carried him on his hip. Jeno smiled a bit at Jisung's silly question. "Yes, that's right." Jeno answered while giving a small kiss to Jisung's baby soft cheek.

"Then, where is my mom?" Jeno felt a sharp pain in his chest, memories flooded his mind. "There is something I have to tell you, little one." Jisung had his full attention on his father now. "You're dad doesn't like girls. He likes boys."

Jisung's mouth formed into an O shape. "Do I have two dad's?" He said, to which Jeno laughed. "That's right, you have one dad, that's me." Jeno freed one arm and he held his arm up, flexing it. Jisung giggled at his dad's sillyness. "And you had one papa, that was the one your daddy was in love with."

"Then where's my papa?" Jisung asked innocently, not knowing the reason it was always him and his father. "You wanna meet papa?" Jisung let out an excited hum, he finally got to meet the one his daddy loves.

Jeno changed his path and made his way over to another place not too far from their home.

Not soon after, Jeno opened a fence and walked through, then Jisung found himself at a place he had never been before.

A graveyard.

Jeno walked on the graveled paths until he found the tombstone he was looking for. He put Jisung down and grabbed his hand.

"This is your papa, little one." Jeno and Jisung stood infront of a beautiful monument, flowers decorated the sides of the black marble stone. The flowers were very pretty so Jisung assumed his father stopped by very often.

"Hey Junnie, there is someone who wants to meet you." Jeno said while his tears filled with tears, but didn't let them flow.

Jisung took tiny steps forward and crouched down in front of the marble.

Loving husband and father
Hwang Renjun

23.03.2000~05.02.2024

"Daddy, why is my birthday on the stone?" Jeno blinked away his tears and forced a smile on his lips. "That was when your papa passed away." This left Jisung speechless, although he was still too young to tie the knots together, he got a feeling in his stomach which made him sad.

Jisung walked back to his father and tugged on his sleeve.

"Dad, can we go home?" Jeno picked Jisung up from the ground and hugged him tightly while walking home.

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"Happy Papa day!" Jisung and Jeno were at the cementry again, Jisung finished his wooden heart which he had decorated with yellow paint and pink glitters, a few moomin stickers finishing the heart.

"I made something for you." Jisung waddles forward and put the heart against the marble stone. "I hope you like it." Jisung skipped over to his dad and grabbed his hand. After a minute, Jeno crouched down to match Jisung's height.

"You know what Jisung, if you get to the ice cream parlour earlier than me, you'll get an extra scoop of ice cream, okay?" Jisung didn't even respond to his dad and immediately turned around and ran away. However though, his legs were still so tiny, he didn't even go that far before Jeno walked after him, but not before saying his goodbye.

"Junnie? As much as I want to join you up there, I'm afraid you'll have to wait a little longer." He looked back and saw Jisung, who was now walking instead of running.

Jeno felt a breeze of wind on his cheeks which conjured a smile on his lips, but sadly it didn't reach his eyes. He was afraid it would never again.

Until...

Jeno saw a boy with pastle pink hair next to him with a giant boquet of flowers in his hand. The boy laid down the flowers and began to speak.

"Hey papa, how are you? I just came back from therapy but the results were disappointing..." A short silence fell, before he stared talking again. "I had mushroom stew for lunch today, although it will never taste as great as yours..."

There was one thing that caught Jeno's attention.

"...I'll finally see you again. See you tomorrow, papa."

The boy took one last look before walking away, he turned in Jeno's direction, gave him a soft smile before walking past him.

Jeno whipped his body around and got confronted with the boy's back.

"Excuse me," the still unknown boy looked back as he halted in his steps. "I was going to get ice cream with my son," Jeno looked behind the boy and saw Jisung sitting on the ground crosslegged, trying to stack some pebbles.

"Do you want to join?"

"Sure... my name is Jaemin by the way." Jaemin held his hand out for Jeno to shake. When he did, he noticed the some scars on his wrist, some fresher than others. Jaemin became aware of Jeno's gaze and pulled his sleeve over his wrist when Jeno let go.

"I am Jeno, Lee Jeno," he didn't ask anything about Jaemin's life, instead he asked a lighter question. "So, what's your favorite ice cream flavour?"

This silly ask made Jaemin laugh, for the first time in weeks. "Chocolate, I swear if you're that kind of person who likes strawberry I..."

Let's just say Jaemin and Jeno started talking and laughing, maybe Jeno's eyesmile could come back after all.

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sorry for any typos

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27.06.2020