My heart is a beating
Split personality,
One side is a warrior.
Constantly kicking ass and swallowing names, who dare to venture deep inside.
Other, it's a child.
Stumbling, stuttering and unsure of everything I have ever loved.**************
Taehyung was staring at the plate with a blank expression. The chop sticks playing with the noodles.
He had no appetite to eat anything right now but thanks to Eunjuh who was forcing him to eat.
The reason why Taehyung was no in mood to eat something was, that he had got a habit of skipping meals. All the members told him that he was too fat and chubby and nothing like Bangtan.
Taehyung sighed as he threw down the noodles in his mouth. His throat was still kinda raw but it didn't hurt him now.
Eunjuh had tried to make Taehyung speak but he had stubbornly stayed quite. Taehyung looked up when Eunjuh descended down from the stairs and smiled at him.
"Tae I am going to the hospital for some work" She said,"I will be back soon. Stay here okay?"Taehyung gave her a nod and she smiled at him for the last time before leaving the house.
The moment she left, Taehyung pushed aside the plate and got up. He dumped the content in the dustbin without feeling sad.
Taehyung went up to his room he was staying in and grabbed the first outfit that came in his hands.
It turned out to be a black sweater with skinny jeans. Taehyung took a shower before dressing in the comfy outfit and pulled a black beanie over his blond hair.
He stepped out in the open air, in the hope of clearing his mind out. The male walked aimlessly around and wandered around to a park.
The place was almost empty and he could only see a elderly couple sitting on the bench and talking.
Taehyung seated himself on one of the swings and rocked it back and forth. His hands wrapped around the chains at the either side.
He took a deep breath as cold wind rustled against his body. Suddenly the temperature dropped and Taehyung could feel the wind pick up it's speed.
Taehyung opened his eyes and looked to see that the couple had left and the sky was turning black with thick clouds.
The sky began to cry.
Rain drops fell down on the ground and soon they had Taehyung soaked in cold water.
"Did someone hurt you too?" Taehyung asked to the sky and rocked himself in the rain.
"Isn't it sad that we both try to do the best for everyone but still they don't care about us?" Taehyung said,"When we both cry, no one takes notice. Everyone hates it. They want us to be clear. So, it's better to just hide the emotions of ours. It makes people like us more. The sunnier you are the better"
Taehyung let warm tears slip off against his cold skin. The boys was shivering and he was alone.
Taehyung cried his eyes out and screamed in the rain. He grabbed his head as it started to hurt from the amount of sobbing.
Taehyung felt a hand on his shoulder and he looked up. Taehyung knew that his heart stopped when he looked at the figure.
Taehyung got up to make a run for it but the person catch him just in time. He pinned Taehyung to his chest with arms wrapped around his fragile body.
"Where do you think you are going TaeBaby" The person cooed and tightened his grip on the male. Taehyung screamed from pain that broke in his already bruised body.
"Why aren't you saying anything?" The guy asked,"Still obeying?"
Taehyung was lying if he said that he wasn't scared.
"Taehyung-ssi do you know what is the punishment of running away like that?" He asked. Taehyung was struggling now, desperate for someone to help me.
"Go ahead Taehyung scream for help" The person urged.
"Let go" Taehyung let out a broken whisper."Awwww finally I can hear your voice" He laughed.
"Please" Taehyung whimpered,"I am sorry""You should obey me" The guy snarled. He turned around Taehyung. A hand gripping on him waist so that he couldn't escape and other harshly gripping his jaw.
"Say that you will" He said.
"I promise" Taehyung said in a defeated voice."And you will never try to run away?"
"I would never" Taehyung said as tears streamed down his eyes."Say that you will be a pet from now on" The person teased.
"I promise" Taehyung said already giving up the hope of getting away.Help me someone.
Lemme do that,
Taehyung was surprised when he heard a voice answer back. But his muscles relaxed when he recognised who it was.
Thanks for coming.
Can I beat the shit outta them?
I am all yours. Do what you want.
I'll take it as a yes.
"And promise that you will-" The person couldn't continue when Taehyung broke the grip with a immense hard force. The guy stumbled back.
Taehyung saw his chance and lunged. His body was now sitting on top of the other as he smirked in malicious way.
"What were you saying" He asked in a even deeper voice,"Me your pet? Tsk Tsk Tsk".
Taehyung punched the guy under him and said,"Come on Namjoon hyung. All energy gone?"
Taehyung punched him again. Namjoon screamed and rain water filled his mouth. Taehyung kept on punching until Namjoon's nose was bleeding and His own hand was bruised.
"Here is a straight warning" He snarled,"You lay a hand on him and I'll cut it off. You speak badly with him. I'll Rip off your tongue. You see him with a glare and I'll screw out your eyes"
"Who are you?" Namjoon asked a he coughed out blood.
"Ha. For Taehyung, his friend" He said,"For you, your vengeance. But you can call me
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lost | A 김태형 Centric | ✓
FanfictionIt's a boy of tragedy. His story falls apart and comes together.