Liliana
🎡"Liliana, are you ever going to come out my room, it's been 3 days" Scotty asked knocking on the door
I was still crying, and I have probably slept for 2 hours in total over 4 days.
"I will today, just give me an hour to get ready" I say getting up
When I walked to the mirror I realized how much of a mess I was, my hair was tangled, I had dark circles, puffy eyes and a red nose.
I brushed my hair and teeth and washed my face.
I changed into another outfit that Rudy brought a day ago.
I was unlocking and opening the door when I hit someone.
"oh my god. I'm so sorry, I'm just so tired and I haven't slept in like 4 days, forgive me. please, I'm so sorry"
they got back up and I saw their face.
"I'm really hoping you're fine-"
"lily"
"David"
"I love you" I whispered under my breath
"sorry what?"
"Nothing."
Was it bad that I still loved him? maybe. Maybe not.
"why are you here David"
"Wanted to see my friends. who were my friends first"
"Why do you have to be such a asshole on some things"
"I'm not, you're just agitated easily"
"okay, bye, tell Scott to come here"
"will do, bitch."
I sighed. Not because he called me a bitch, but just because I wish he was different, something happened on that phone call and I wanted to know.
I laid on the wooden floor playing with link.
"link why does no one like me."
she whimpered
"link why does everyone hate me."
she blinked
"link, I hate myself."
she curled up in my lap
"link, I want to kill myself."
and then she fell asleep while I was petting her.
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Liliana is feeling a little down