[the night we met] d.dobrik

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Liliana
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"Liliana, are you ever going to come out my room, it's been 3 days" Scotty asked knocking on the door

I was still crying, and I have probably slept for 2 hours in total over 4 days.

"I will today, just give me an hour to get ready" I say getting up

When I walked to the mirror I realized how much of a mess I was, my hair was tangled, I had dark circles, puffy eyes and a red nose.

I brushed my hair and teeth and washed my face.

I changed into another outfit that Rudy brought a day ago.

I was unlocking and opening the door when I hit someone.

"oh my god. I'm so sorry, I'm just so tired and I haven't slept in like 4 days, forgive me. please, I'm so sorry"

they got back up and I saw their face.

"I'm really hoping you're fine-"

"lily"

"David"

"I love you" I whispered under my breath

"sorry what?"

"Nothing."

Was it bad that I still loved him? maybe. Maybe not.

"why are you here David"

"Wanted to see my friends. who were my friends first"

"Why do you have to be such a asshole on some things"

"I'm not, you're just agitated easily"

"okay, bye, tell Scott to come here"

"will do, bitch."

I sighed. Not because he called me a bitch, but just because I wish he was different, something happened on that phone call and I wanted to know.

I laid on the wooden floor playing with link.

"link why does no one like me."

she whimpered

"link why does everyone hate me."

she blinked

"link, I hate myself."

she curled up in my lap

"link, I want to kill myself."

and then she fell asleep while I was petting her.

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Liliana is feeling a little down