Broken Trust

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London P.O.V

Mommy! Mommy! Wake Up !!!
I open my eyes to my 3 year old son Ethan telling me to wake up ...
Yes baby mommy is up , you hungry baby ?
Yes ma'am Ethan said
Ok baby let mommy go brush her teeth then I would make us breakfast ok I said
Otayy but hurry mommy me hungry Ethan said
Ok meet me downstairs baby and wake everybody else up for breakfast I said
Otay mommy Ethan said
I check my phone to see its 7:30 a.m in the morning
Time to get up i guess to make everybody breakfast... I got out of bed to brush my teeth and wash my face, I make my way downstairs to see my older brother Landon made breakfast..
Goodmorning everyone
Goodmorning everyone said back
Hailey left the table and went up stairs whats wrong with her? I ask
she got in trouble at school and again and mad Landon yelled at her Bailey said
What she get in trouble for ? I ask
For slapping the teacher Landon said
Bailey starts laughing
Thats not funny she could get arrested for thats I said
I went and made me and baby E plates so we can get our day started...
Oh wait where our my manners ... Hi everyone my name is London Queen Naija Matthews but everyone call me Queen , I am 25 years old with a 3 years old son name Clarence Ethan King White Jr. , I was 22 years old when I had him... I have 2 brothers Landon Raheem Matthews(28 years old) , Bailey Raheen Matthews(19 years old) and 1 sister name Hailey Nayja Matthews(16 years old).... They all I got since our mom went "missing" when we were younger and our day been in jail since I was 16 ...
I have 3 favorite cousins Ar'mon Matthews (25 years old) , Trey Matthews (24 years old ) and Jass Matthews (24 years old)... I am multi culture because of our parents, 5'4 and thick with average length hair to my back ... I have 5 bestfriends Jass, Airi, Nique ,Carmen and Princess we are all nurses... I use to struggle with low self-esteem when I was teenager and I have broken trust from my parents and ex but thats another story for another day... let get back to the story shall we...
I finish eatting and went up stairs to take a shower as im walking into my room I see my little sister Hailey on my bed with her head down when she look up at me she look as she been crying...

*Im putting their names by What They saying im going to just use the first letter too

Me: Pooda whats wrong ?

H: I need to tell you something

Me: What is it Pooda ? You know you can tell me anything ?

H: im pregnant ( she mumbles)

Me: I dont think i heard you right Pooda ? I think you said you pregnant Speak up!

H: Im pregnant Ok and im scared to tell Landon and Bailey

Me: Why Pooda ? Just Why ? Why would you make the same mistakes I did and get pregnant young... you know I love baby E but I didnt want to have a baby at 22 I was planning to have Baby E when I was married just how I wanted you to have a baby until you was married thats same thing daddy wish for us to do...

B:Please god so help me im about to beat her...you fucking PREGNANT Nayja!! You nothing but 16 YEARS OLD A FUCKING CHILD STILL!!! WHO IS THE LITTLE NIGGA SO I CAN BEAT HIS AND YOUR ASS

H: I only did this to get you guys attention

B: OHH YOU GOT OUR FUCKING ATTENTION ALRIGHT...

L: you getting an Abortion

What? me and Hailey said

H: Im not getting an ABORTION Landon are you crazy

L: you head me she getting a fucking ABORTION and thats final... she too fucking young to have a baby this is a mistake just like What you did Queen

Me: so you sayingand ME HAVING BABY E WAS A MISTAKE LANDON... The way I made him was a mistake but MY BABY YOUR FUCKING NEPHEW WAS NEVER A FUCKING MISTAKE... NO she is not HAVING an ABORTION she is going to deal with the consequence of been a younger teenager mom

B: Yeah I agree with Queen she is not having an abortion... but Hailey What made you do this for attention huh??

H:YOU GUYS NEVER HOME BESIDE IN THE MORNING... WITH LANDON AND BAILEY RUNNING A DRUG BUSINESS AND QUEEN WITH YOU BEING A FULL RN AND TAKING CARE OF BABY E... I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO... FOR 2 YEARS I BEEN TRYING TO GET YALL ATTENTION BUT YALL NEVER HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR ME... SO I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO GET YALL ATTENTION LIKE GET IN TROUBLE IN SCHOOL BUT THAT DIDNT WORK THEN I GOT PREGNANT AND DIDNT KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU GUYS BUT IT SEEM SINCE I AM YALL WANT TO PAY ATTENTION TO ME NOW EVERY TIME YALL SAY YALL WOULD DO SOMETHING WITH ME YALL WOULD CANCEL AND EVERYTIME I JUST WANTED TO TALK YALL SAY YALL CANT AND LANDON EVERYTIME I COME TO YOU YOU'LL GIVE ME MONEY SO I WOULDNT BOTHER YOU

ME: You could have came to us and told us how you felt or you could have came to me

B: Yeah Queen is right we would have listen babygirl I didnt know you felt like this

L: so thats Why you was cutting yourself so we can pay attention?

Me: she was WHAT?

B: Wait you was cutting yourself Nayja

H: Don NO you said you wouldnt say anything

Me: you know she was doing this? thats why you want to ship her off to military school

B: Don you know about this and What military school she not going to NO damn military school over my dead body

L: we would talk about this tonight but Bailey let go something happen at the trap... (Landon walking out my room)

B: alright babygirl set appointment so we can see if the baby okay and Queen help her but see you guys later love yall...

Love you to me and Hailey both said..

Me: we will call after I get Baby E dress After I get out the shower and on our way to drop him off at Airi house so get dress ok

H: ok

Damn its about to be a long day I said.. Come on E Time to take a bath I said
Otay mommy Ethan said

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