As for today, August 9, 2018 you came into this world but 55 years ago. Today you turn 56. Wow as you getting older and getting closer to your time, I still feel more emptiness amd sympathy towards but it's way more stronger than before but do you know why? It's because you are more closer to Heaven and to God than you are to me. I'm not saying that I'm jealous towards Heaven and God or envy towards Heaven and Him because I'm not, I'm just scared and hurt by it. I'm still upset that things with you still haven't change besides your aging. I feel sorry for you because I don't want you to go one day with a huge burden in your heart that will soon keep you hostage for abandoning us when we need a mom the most. I'm not here to throw it at your face or anything or to throw any damage towards you because that's not what I want to do. I'm here to show you that I still have the love and the care for you even when you never did but I don't hate you for that. I want to let you know that you will always somehow be in my life and even in my heart even if it isn't physically; there's no hiding it because as much I have tried to do it, I still can't because well your my birth mother that I used to look up to and admire so much. I pray nothing but peace and love for you and a good birthday. I wish you a happy birthday mother. God bless you and your heart. I hope nothing but goodness towards you. Much peace✌💖💗
LOVE,
APRIL YOUR DAUGHTER
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To My Birth Mother
Non-FictionThis is just some feelings I feel towards my birth mother at times that I can't tell her in person or over the phone because I don't have anyway to contact her and even if I do I still wouldn't have the guts to tell her face to face. This is more li...
