Answers Of My Heart (completed)

Answers Of My Heart

Please check out my other book ( His Only Mistake )

[This book has not been edited completely. I did not end the book the way I intended to. Eventually I might fix the ending.]

story goal: 1,000 reads

Happiness is subjective, Because half of us honestly have no clue what happiness is about. Some say we need money to be happy,true or false? some agree we need love. Agree or disagree? Many agree we need good friends. What do you think about that? Lastly others state "good night sleep, and memories can't hurt".

I have my own beliefs. Do you? I disagree that money can give me full happiness. Money can only buy me thing that appear beautiful. I say false. Love Can be deceiving. I guess it depends on who or what type of love you receive. So my answer for this remains unknown.

Are good friends really good? We all my believe friends are forever,and that is Where we go wrong. Those we trust as good friends,turn on us, or meet new people and forget us. leaving you wishing things can go back. Consistently thinking about the memories we shared. It's all a matter of time until reality hits us. All our bodies seem to do is break down,cry. Crying is good. It helps you release some of your pain. They say once you cry,promise yourself you will not cry about that again. Honestly I-

"Tori?!" Said my dad, entering my room. I quickly hid my diary under my pillows. "yes dad?" I said , giving him my full attention. "Natalie is here" he said, with a warm smile. "send her up dad" I said, giving him a warm smile.

Natalie is my good friend. she is always there for me when I need her. I got off my bed and walked over to my Art Desk. The countless sketches I have been making,has been of the same guy. I never understood why I only can draw him. I feel like I know him, maybe seen him before. All I know is every time I see the photo my body feels weird and my heart start speeding. I think I'm allergic to it.

" Tori, when are you going to give up on this imaginary guy?" asked Natalie, as she flew back on my bed. I took my finger and traced his face. I know he is real. In my heart I do. Why don't anyone believe me. I rolled my eyes, and went to lay next to Nat. "Nat, he is-"

" He is real? Oh yea, you told me plenty times before. Look, I'm your best friend, and I don't want you getting hurt. " She said, as she sat up to look at me. I was fighting a tear back. Maybe my chances of love are over." He is my dream guy. A guy who is bad but good just for me, loves me for me. Same age as me. Poor or rich,I can care less. At least five feet tall, and has dimples. Yea, Dad is right. My imagination is strong. I hid my face in my pillows and closed my eyes.

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Dear diary, Its nine o'clock and Natalie went home. I'm in bed all alone, and have alot on my chest. School is tomorrow. School is were all my troubles started. There are different clicks. The cool kids, nerds, and the average kids. I'm a average kid. All the guys go after the cheerleaders, who are called the most prettiest. In my opinion, all the girls who think they are better than us girl who feel like we are not as pretty confuse me. They do extra stuff to get notice. They put others down to feel good. It's not fair. girls as well as boys do it. Guys in school tell girls their fat, ugly,annoying,loud, a duck, and etc. Everything a girl is told about her is taken seriously. That girl you called fat might might try to starve herself or worse. The girl you called ugly might be terrified to take another selfie again or leave the house. The girl you called annoying or a duck might cry herself to sleep tonight. To all those girls don't listen to them they don't like themselves so they try to put you down. Each and everyone of you are beautiful in your own way . Remember cry. Cry, because you are human, and you want to let go of the hurt inside of you.

I closed my diary,and out it away. I laid in bed,and looked at the ceiling. I wish I could be in love for a day. Real love and not a fake game. Maybe,maybe not.

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so this is my new book . This Is just a idea of what it is .This will help me know if to keep it or not ...so. Hope you like it. please vote,share,and comment!

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