So Far Away (pjy+mt)

chapter six

"where have you been? even I'm earlier than you" jaebum looked at me, concern all over his face

"I fell asleep..." I said sheepishly, trying to cover up

"oh okay... anyways where were you during lunch?"

"like I said, I fell asleep, in my previous class"

"jinyoungie are you okay are you not getting enough sleep?" he asked and felt my forehead

I laughed and pushed his hand away

"I'm fine jaebummie"

soon after, jaebum fell asleep

my stomach grumbled and I looked around to see if anyone noticed

I accidentally made eye contact with mark and he smiled at me

I couldn't help but stare at his handsome face

wow, he looks like an angel

I quickly snapped out of it and focused on my work

I hope he didn't notice me staring but god, how can someone be SO beautiful

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6pm, usual spot, I gave kai the money and THANK GOD he didn't have his men beat me up today

I was literally so happy that I smiled all the way back to the dorm

when I went in, I found everyone inside playing monopoly

"oh hey jinyoung, come join us" jaebum said

my smile dropped and my stomach sank

wow, he didn't even invite me

"no it's fine, I'm gonna shower then head to bed"

"oh you ate dinner already?"

"yeah" I said and smiled

"okay, are you sure you don't wanna have a second meal? mark's cooking and he's a fantastic cook"

"I'm good, thanks for the offer though" I said and went to the toilet

I sat in the bath tub and tried not to cry

it's fine, everything's fine

jaebum is still your friend

it's fine, everything's fine

I hate being sensitive about these kind of things but I can't help it

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when I stepped out of the toilet, mark was there

"you sure you don't wanna have some food? I really wanted you to try my cooking"

"me?" I accidentally said out loud, it's just probably what he says to everyone

he smiled and god, how can I reject that smile?

it's probably the most beautiful smile on earth

so while the rest were still playing monopoly, I was eating a small portion of mark's cooking

"mmmm this is really good mark! you should come cook more often"

he smiled at me again and I froze

truly, beautiful

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my eyes flew open and I breathed heavily

I just woke up from a nightmare.