Translation: Honestly
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*December 31 in NYC*
I had my dress ready for our performance
"C'mon Sam" Jenna said, as I walked out of my dressing room
Sam just grunted and came from her dressing room
We performed the songs on the setlist.
For once, at midnight I had someone to kiss, Sierra.
*hotel*
I couldn't sleep. I grabbed my electric guitar and played it, without plugging it in.
I sang Heroine by Sleeping With Sirens
My eyes roll back to see and then fate
I breathe you in
Exalt your flames
Let's lose our minds, come here to me
We're wasting time
Darling, can you hear me?Heroine, my sweetest sin
I can't seem to get enough
Pull me under, wake me up
Feel the rush
Morphine lover make me numb
Make it so I can't get up
Paper-thin till you sink in
Could you be my heroine?Do you feel exposed?
Let your feelings show
Can I taste you? Can I replace you?
I need to know
Let's lose our minds
Please stay with me
We're wasting, yeah, we're wasting time
Why don't you believe me?Heroine, my sweetest sin
I can't seem to get enough
Pull me under, wake me up
Feel the rush
Morphine lover make me numb
Make it so I can't get up
Paper-thin till you sink in
Could you be my heroine?It starts with the spins
Yeah, you got me swimming
And I've fallen to pieces, now I won't be whole
Until you let me in
Until you let me in
Until you let me in
Until you let me in, ohHeroine, my sweetest sin
I can't seem to get enough
Pull me under, wake me up
Feel the rush
Morphine lover make me numb
Make it so I can't get up
Paper-thin till you sink in
Could you be my heroine?My heroine, my heroine
Could you be my heroine?
I sang a song, out of improv coming up with the words as I went.
White lies, but they're getting dark
Blurred lines, but they're getting clearer
Just tell the truth, ay, it's not that hard
You call me crazy
So am I crazy?
Your words don't hold any weight
I can't seem to get a straight answer
Don't trust you, but who's to blame?
I think you're crazy
But am I crazy?
Got me second guessin' everything you say
Thinkin' that I know you, but you're really a stranger
Doin' what you gotta do to get your way
You're reckless and selfish and you can't help it
Say you're talkin' to me honestly
But you're lyin' to me constantly, oh
All the bullshit, I don't need it
And honestly, I don't believe it, nah
Say you're talkin' to me honestly
But I don't want your dumb apology, no
Say you're sorry, you don't mean it
Sorry that I don't believe it, nah
Say too much, but it's not enough
Got me wonderin', 'what a lie you hiding?'
Did you lie when you called it love?
Or am I crazy?
Somebody save me
Got me second guessin' everything you say
Thinkin' that I know you, but you're really a stranger
Doin' what you gotta do to get your way
You're reckless and selfish and you can't help it
Say you're talkin' to me honestly
But you're lyin' to me constantly, oh
All the bullshit, I don't need it
And honestly, I don't believe it, nah
Say you're talkin' to me honestly
But I don't want your dumb apology, no
Say you're sorry, you don't mean it
Sorry that I don't believe it, nah
Don't know what's reality
Made me question my sanity, oh
Don't know what's reality
Am I losing my sanity?
Say you're talkin' to me honestly
But you're lyin' to me constantly, oh
All the bullshit, I don't need it
And honestly, I don't believe it, nah
Say you're talkin' to me honestly
But I don't want your dumb apology, no
Say you're sorry, you don't mean it
Sorry that I don't believe it, nah
Say you're talkin' to me honestly (I don't need it)
But you're lyin' to me constantly (I don't believe it, no)
Say you're talkin' to me honestly (I don't need it)
But you're lyin' to me constantly (I don't believe it, no)
(Say you're talkin' to me honestly
But you're lyin' to me constantly
Say you're talkin' to me honestly
But you're lyin' to me constantly, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)(Original Song ~ Honestly By Gabbie Hanna)
I wrote it down in my song book. Put my guitar away and was about to lie in bed.
"You sing even prettier at night, alone" I heard someone say
I turn around and saw Sierra sitting up in bed
"I forgot you were in here, sorry babe" I said
"No it's fine. I actually love it" she said
We kissed
I went into my bed and fell asleep.
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XXEmily
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