Roses are Red

Bed 2

We walk on the sidewalk after eating.
We hold hands and stay silent.

"Y/N-ah." He said breaking the silence.

"Yeah?" I say.

"I really like you. I don't know when I started to but it's true. I'm not a player either." He said.

I swallowed my saliva and didn't know what to say. Did he really like me back too?

"How many girls have you been with?" I ask.

"Only 2. Jaerin and the girl from the grocery store. How about you? How many boys have you been with? " He replied.

"Oh...only 1 which was that idiot Justin. Yeah why are you even friends with him anyways. He's a complete jerk and fuckboy." I said.

"We just became friends ok." He said.

I rolled my eyes but then he stopped me from walking.

He stands in front of me with his face close to mines.

"Y/N will you be my girlfriend?" He asks with sincere eyes.

I wanted to say yes but there was more questions I wanted to ask him.

"Can I ask you more questions first?" I ask, ruining the mood.

He sighed and said ok.

"So do you still love her? Jaerin?" I say.

"No. Not at all. She left me for another man. I lost my feelings for her. I realized that she didn't love me at all." He said.

"Do you know who was the guy she was seeing?" I say.

"No, it was some random dude. But once she walked away from me, I haven't seen her since. She's totally disappeared from my life. She left me when I was in love with her. She knew I was depressed without her around yet she still left. I hate her for it." He said angrily.

"Hate is a strong word." I say.

Jungkook didn't respond.
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We got to my house. He walked me to my door.

"Jungkook, can I ask one more question?" I ask.

He nods his head.

"Why did you decide to admit to liking me?" I questioned.

Without hesitation he answered. "Because I want you and I don't care anymore. I want you. I don't care about Jaerin, Jihee, what other people think. I just want to be with you."

After he said that, I couldn't resist kissing him.

I stood on my tippy toes and wrapped his neck with my arms. He kissed back hard.

It was a long kissed but seemed short.

I pulled back but he forced me to kiss him again.

I could feel him smile while he kissed me.

I pulled back again breathing heavily.

"Jungkook, I want to be your girlfriend." I say calmly.

I hug him as he hugs me back.

"I want to be yours too Y/N." He said.

"Do you want to come in?" I asked.

He nods his head with a smirk.

I punch him softly on the shoulder and say, "Stop being dirty minded."

We go in and once we do, I predicted right.

He picked me up and kissed me. We went to my bedroom knocking everything down.

We were reckless and we didn't care.

He through me on the bed. I was nervous about what was gonna happen. I had to do something.

He took off his shirt and got on top of me.
He went in for a kiss but as soon as he did, I took my leg and pushed him on the bed to where I would be on top of him. We switched positions.

"Y/N what are you doing?" He asks.

"Um Im a virgin." I say.

He slowly got up and held me.

"Do you trust me?" He said.

I looked into his eyes.

"Yes." I answered.

"If anything feels uncomfortable, don't hesitate to tell me." He said.

I smiled and kissed him passionately.

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He put me on the bed undressing me.
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He went slow and it hurt but it felt good at the same time.
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I moan as he goes faster.
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Jungkook sucks on my skin leaving marks everywhere.
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We fall asleep naked cuddling each other.

I felt so uncomfortable writing the bed scene. I tried writing a smut but this is the closest thing to a smut. Maybe in the future, my smuts will be better. I'm cringing to the max. Hehe
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