41- acceptance

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it's terrifying to think you could fall in love any minute

with someone who isn't me

the hourglass has been set

but before i let even a single grain fall

shouldn't i just shatter it ?

whats the use of giving myself a chance

when it'll only get my wildest dreams fuming

id rather just go with the premonition

that you'll look straight through me

cause no matter what they say to try and cheer me up

only i know about the messed up sh*t in my head

im too f*cked up for him to even consider loving me

why do i like to play pretend

its better for me just to accept

that ive already reached the end

so give me the hourglass

and ill get rid of it

it's finally time - i need to accept 

-S


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