Finding Hope {Editing}

Chapter 11

I ran all the way home crying trying to figure out what just happened back there. I was upset because Austin was with Madison, which I can't believe he is with her still. I kind a thought he might like me, but I guess I was wrong all along. To be honest I feel like this always happens to me and I don't know why, but it always does. I always end up getting hurt.

I finally made it home and instead of going to my home I looked at Stardust and I went to get her saddle and bridle and I hopped on and kicked her side and then I was off. I had no idea where I was going, but I just wanted to get away from here to think about everything that has ever happened to me.

We made it into the woods and we just walked around and then I laid down and soon fell asleep. I was so tired; I don't see how anyone could deal with this pain at all. I woke up and walked Stardust back to the house and fed her and then went straight to my room before Austintried to talk to me. I stayed in my room the whole day doing nothing, but watch movies.

I heard a knock on the door, so I asked, "Who is it?"

"It's your dad."

"Come in." I said as I tried to wipe my tears away.

"Have you been crying?"

"No, I'm just watching a really sad movie."

"Well why have you been in your room all day?"

"It's nothing."

He sat down right beside me and said, "Sweetie I know your not telling me the truth ever since you were little you never looked me in the eye when you were lying. So tell me what happened."

"I don't know I mean it's hard for me to say it."

"It's okay. You can say it."

I take a deep breath and said, "Well when I went into town the other day I saw Austin with Madison kissing and I went to turn around and then bumped into Jeremy and he started kissing me and touching me and I tried to pull away. Then Austin came over with Madison holding hands and he saw what happened and ended up punching Jeremy in the face and that's when I ran away." A tear slipped away as I continued, "Dad I really don't know how to say this, but I think I might actually like Austin."

"Well of course you do. You guys are practically best friends now."

I laughed a little and said, "I don't mean like as in friends; I mean I think I like him as more than friends."

"What do you mean you think?"

"Okay fine, I like him, but there's nothing I can do since he's with Madison."

Another tear fell and he wiped it away and asked, "Have you talked to him about it?"

"No, I wouldn't know what to say."

"Sweetie you will find out the right thing to say when the time comes, but just know that if you need anything I'm always here."

"Okay thanks dad. I think I'm going to sleep now. Goodnight."

"Goodnight." I feel asleep soon after that.

The next morning I got up early and went to get Stardust to start training. Stardust was the only one who got me. I didn't have to pretend to be someone else around her and we had a special connection like no other. When I ride I never think about any problems it's like everything in my mind is gone and it's just me and Stardust. I think we could actually win this.

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I know it's really, really short, but I have a reason for this and the reason is that the next chapter is going to be amazing and something interesting is going to happen. If you think you know what it is than comment below and if your close than I will dedicate the next chapter for you. The first one to get it right than they will get a dedication on the next chapter, so go and comment and vote.