Don't ever let go | Taekook Fanfiction |

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Jungkook's pov-

I checked the time.

1.47AM

Well damn it. 

I sobbed subconsciously few more times as I stared at the clock, sitting still on my bed. My eyes felt heavy, so I softly touched my cheeks and under my eyes area. It painfully itched, since I was brushing away my tears very harshly. 

I sighed deeply as I turned my head to see Taehyung.

Do I actually like him?

Do I really really like him?

Do I really want him?

.

The answer is already here, in my heart.

.

Ofcourse, I do.

.

I softly blushed as I smiled to myself. But, I remembered about the scene on the road few hours ago. 

*I grabbed his wrist pretty hard while pulling him to myself*

*What if I hurt him?*

I immediately checked his wrist, but there were no signs of him being dragged. I sighed in relief as I looked at his pretty face again. It made me smile and fanboy hard internally. I wanted to touch his face so bad.. At first, I refused to touch him, since I was still blaming myself to put him in danger, but.. You know.. I just had to..

I put my hand very close to Taehyung's beautiful face. It was centimeters away from his face now. Suddenly, I felt my hand slip onto the most softest things ever. It was like I just touched little floating bubbles. It made me grin happily, when I started to feel blood rushing through every part of my body. My heart suddenly fluttered at Taehyung's touch. It was so incredibly unbelievable to finally stroke Tae's cheek. I slid my hand to his chin, when he suddenly smiled. I could tell that he was dreaming, but then,

HE SLIGHTLY OPENED HIS EYES-

I quickly put my hand off from his face and slowly put myself in a lying position, trying to be as quiet as possible. I tried so hard to not move the bed. The room was surely dark, but it was still light enough to see outline of everything.

I could feel my heart drop, as I felt the other side of the bed moving. I was turned away from Taehyung, but my eyes were wide open, waiting for what will happen next. I was so nervous. I could hear my heartbeat!

I could suddenly hear him mumble, as I could feel him moving

'' Mm-h.... Jungkook-k.. H-hold me...- ''

I didn't know my heart can beat even faster- but it actually did. I slightly parted my lips as my eyes invisibly shined from the sudden euphoria. 

*Did he just called for me?*

*Is he dreaming about me?*

Many things were driving through my mind, but at the end I just happily smiled. This moment left me in the biggest euphoria ever. I didn't know something as simple like this can make me the happiest.

Suddenly, something startled me.

I felt a hand wrap around me.

*Is he hugging me?*

I couldn't believe this is actually happening.

But this happiness quickly puffed away, since it's normal for Tae to hug things while he sleeps. I wasn't an extra thing, since he thinks that he's hugging his pillow.

But I quickly shook my head and enjoyed in this beautiful moment. I grinned widely as Tae wrapped his hands around me tighter. 

So this is when you actually feel REAL euphoria.

I smiled once again and slowly turned my head to face him, but I tried not to move my body, since his hand was on my waist. I could see the most adorable lil prince sleeping. His cheek on the pillow was squished just enough for him to look like a real life squishy toy. I wanted to squish his cheeks so bad, but stroking them was already like a dream to me. I kept smiling as I subconsciously started staring at him. I realized once again how much he actually means to me. He is like air to me.

 I just simply need him to even live.

As my neck started to hurt,  I slowly moved it back in the previous position and smiled loudly. I was seriously so happy. I couldn't wait for the morning to come, so I can tell Jimin about it. I was looking forward to what will actually happen once they wakes up.

*What am I gonna tell him if he asks why he's here?*

*Am i gonna let him sleep if I wake up before him?*

*What if he doesn't like the idea of us sleeping together ' just like this ' ?*

My mood kept jumping from being happy and prepared, to being nervous, anxious and very unsettled. I just sighed and let my body relax. I will just make something up...

*UGH IT'S NOT JUST SOMETHING*

I really tried hard to stay awake and think of good and cheesy comebacks, but it looks like my tiredness won this time. I slowly feel asleep, not even knowing about it.

-NEXT MORNING

Taehyung's pov-

I suddenly woke up, next to the smell of rain.

*What's that?*

I slightly opened my eyes, just to meet a sleeping beauty in front of me. 

*HDSHSBJHDAGSHDAGZHDVI*

*DID I JUST SLEEP WITH JEON. JUNG. KOOK!?*

How did this even happen?

It didn't startled me, but I was surprised that I woke up next to the most beautiful human being. He was even facing me, uGHH. I visibly grinned, but I didn't dare to make a sound or a move. 

But, how is that possible?

Why am I even here?

I actually didn't remember anything about last night. I only remember every little detail about what happened, until I got sleepy. I got no clue of what could happen.. But then suddenly, Jungkook started opening his eyes, so myself, not knowing what to do, quickly started pretending that was asleep. I seriously didn't have a better idea in my mind...

I could hear Jungkook smiling as he started moving out of the bed. 

I quickly opened my eyes, just to see where he's located now- he was on his way to the bathroom, but he quickly looked back at me. 

I have no idea if he saw me looking at him, but all I heard was him chuckling and walking in the bathroom, closing the doors behind him.