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chapter 5

zarabia POV

I was ecstatic  as the last bell rung grabbing my stuff and hurrying out my last class I seen dre it hurted when I looked at him but not as much

aye zarabia let me explain I'm sor-

dre keep your apology you dont owe me shit and I don't owe you shit so let's just keep pushing with our lives but I do wanna thank you for teaching me to keep your heart & trust guarded cause people love to play with them.

and with that I walked away

making my way home better yet hell hole I walked and and seen my mom

hey mom hey zaza (childhood name)

how was school baby it was the same horrible hmmm how so come sit and tell me. OK so  people tease me a lot and I dont have friends awwe baby why is that

idk I guess because I'm not pretty

no now dont talk like that you are very beautiful and you have the body of a cone bottle baby dont listen to them if anything they haters

umm OK thanks mom

zaza I know that I've been mean and saying horrible things I didn't mean but it was all coming from a place that I wasn't opening up and I really to want to apologize and be in your life more and work on our relationship ik it's gonna be hard to forgive me but if you can find it in your heart to do so I would greatly appreciate it zaza

wow my moms words caught me by suprize I just hugged her and we both cried mom I forgive you and love you with all my heart.

OK baby I no you must got some work to do so I'm gone let you get to it boo

OK mom

walking up the stairs I had a unread text message

wyd zarabia

chillin wyd

chillin bored come to the park with me ma

OK give me 10

mommm I called can I goto the park?

yea baby be back for dinner love you

OK.

I began changing into black yoga pants my jordan 4's and a red polo shirt

ight ma I'm head it out

walking to the park I began to spot Tae he was on his phone so I snuck up behind him

book I screamed

he dropped his iphone5

omg Tae I'm sorry if its broke I'll get it fixed I said reaching for it

wait he said I looked up what

if its broke I want a kiss um u sure

positive. he picked it up and looked at it

I guess you owe me a kiss ma

OK den come here as soon as he got close I grabbed his phone and looked at

u fuxking liar if you wanted a kiss u cudda asked

OK can I have a kiss

hell no he straight faced me zarabia you ain't even right I was ctfu like dead drooling and shit then my phone buzzed  with a text from dre

dre:I see you w.Tae he is no good leave him alone

me: and neither are you so mind yo fuxking business bastard.

I locked my phone and put in my bra then I thought since dre watching I'll give him something to watch I grabbed Tae and tongued him  down.

damn zarabia I thought you ain't wanna kiss a nigga

well I did let's walk to the store

come on ma

we was walking and talking eating snacks  and having a good time  damn its 7:30 I should be getting home

awe Lil zaza got a curfew nah its just ma mom wanted me to have dinner with her so I gotta get going

ight let me walk you ma

Tae I'm only three houses away ik but I wanna walk you bae

OK since you insist

we made it to my house

ight ma give me a hug

I wrapped my hands around his neck with his at my lower back

thank you had a good time

anything fa you ma text me tonight

OK Tae

mom I'm home

OK go get freshened up

my phone was buzzing in my bra like crazy all from dre.

dre:why tf you hugging him

dre: tf I said you couldn't fuck no body else I meant it

dre:leave that pussy ass nigga alone and you bet not be thinking bout fucking him.

me:dre leave me tf alone I gave you all of me and you used me and lied to me and the last time I checked you were the pussy nigga you don't care about me so dont act like you do now that you see some body else does

dre: my intentions never was to hurt you zarabia I wish I could really tell you but I can't. I did and still do care about you and I'm gone always watch over you cause you are my angel but be careful with Tae that boy ain't no good I love you za and I'm always here for you and I mean every word

me:goodnight dre

just as I closed out our messages my mom called me to eat

I walked to the table and seen a feist

ribs fried chicken cornbread greens corn and look aid

I wasted no time digging in I was stuffed

mom the food was really good excellent. thank you babe but you should be heading to bed school tomorrow but mom in gone help you

an baby I got it gone na she said with a smile so I hugged her and left upstairs jumping under the covers and letting sleep take over.

good or bad

what did dre mean Tae is no good ?

did he really love her?

how does zarabia feel?

is zarabia and her mom rekindling they relationship?