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jimin
what about the others?

taehyung
ilhoon was an insecure shit who always tried to bring me down whenever i did something right and he was very competitive all the time

jimin
some friends are like that though? i heard jungkook is pretty competitive

taehyung
yeah idk jungkook but i do know ilhoon would talk mad shit about me behind my back and act like we were best friends

taehyung
he just made me feel bad about myself all the time

taehyung
he'd say "you look fat than you usually do" sometimed and for a while, i did try to lose weight by not eating at all haha

jimin
oh my god

taehyung
yeah and then there was bobby who luhan started hanging out with a few months before our falling out

taehyung
jesus where do i even start with bobby

taehyung
he was a little piece of shit

taehyung
he told me i'd have to whore myself out if i wanted to be an idol

taehyung
never really believed i had the talent for it

taehyung
and oh, remember when he had that birthday party once he turned sixteen?

jimin
yeah i went there

taehyung
well i didn't

taehyung
thought he claimed i was one of his best friends

jimin
actually i used to see you eating lunch with luhan and him for about two months

taehyung
yeah we were some sort of trio type shit

taehyung
well if you were at that party, you would've seen when luhan called me for a prank

jimin
yeah...

taehyung
see, i knew it was bobby's birthday. i just didn't know he was gonna have a party until i saw the snaps came up

taehyung
and then a few minutes after that, luhan calls me and he was laughing and everyone else around him was laughing too

taehyung
i kept asking what the fuck was going on and he kept saying he couldn't hear me

taehyung
he just laughed and laughed until he fake apologized and said it was a prank call and that he really had nothing to say

taehyung
i thought the prank was that they wouldn't tell me there was party until the party was actually happening and they would invite me over, considering i only live two houses away from bobby (:

taehyung
and then lu hung up on my face before i could even say anything

taehyung
i cried all night that night and felt like a little bitch for crying and the loud music coming from two houses away wasn't helping either

jimin
jesus

taehyung
why are you surprised? you were there

jimin
i know but i didn't think it was that serious

taehyung
i bet you're not alone who didn't really think my feelings were to be taken seriously

jimin
no that's not what i meant

jimin
i just

taehyung
well this was a nice talk, jimin

taehyung
if you're curious about the other rumors, they're all lies

taehyung
the only thing that's true is that yes, i am a depressed piece of shit who has no friends and who desperately needs attention sometimes because my mom wishes i was never born and i have never really even met my dad

taehyung
have a great day, jimin