Am I Daydreaming?

What's the point?

I discovered that no matter what I do in life, it's pointless.

It's pointless unless I make an impact on others.. but even then, they will eventually die.

So what's the point?

What's the point in making this book?

What's the point in reading my book?

Everything we do is a distraction from inevitable death. To forget the fact that we are going to die, and at any moment, we could die.

Why try to do anything with myslef when I know it's pointless?

Is it because I care about others?

Or am I selfish enough to stay?

But then again, if I leave, I'll still be called selfish for my decisions.

Did I mention that I'm depressed as fuck? Those of you who don't feel comfortable with that stuff.. don't read this book. I mean it. I don't want people to feel uncomfortable because of me.

I guess someone could say I care too much.

Of course I do.

It's the only reason people care about me. Anyone who doesn't give a shit about others is shunned by society.

Why do you think people look so uncomfortable when talking about psychopaths and sociopaths?

Because psychopaths and sociopaths don't feel empathy.