Exhale
I feel the weight of a thousand emotions screaming at the broken sinews of my severed back.
Inhale
Eight thousand tons of emotional withdrawal symptoms clawing at the walls of my imprisoned mind.
Ex...hale
I scream at the sky with damp soil in the palm of my hands, in between my fingers and embedded deep in my finger nails.
In...hale
The world couldn't have chosen a better insecure, attention seeking, emotionally unstable girl to pick on.
Ex... ex...hale...
Tears hidden behind my smiling eyes, a scream hidden behind a laugh. A strangle hidden behind a hug and a slice to the wrist hidden behind the simple task of just washing my hands.
In...
I'm uncharacteristically suicidal.
....
The world couldn't have picked a better girl to pick on
....
