painkillers

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a/n: (Warning. the gif at the end flashes different colors quickly. i don't want to cause anyone to be triggered by this. skip if you need to)

—we're all so sad
sunk deep in our grief
i fight you
existentially

because it's the only bit of relief
i can get that brings
the right amount of burn and numb into the mix

a toxic concoction to place
gently into my
stale coffee
cardboard mouth

i'm waiting
and i'll be waiting forever
for it to work its magic

you you you
waltz on the tip of my tongue
it isn't a pill, no

it's a tiny universe
it's a gentle nurse
it's a knife waiting to be wielded
so i can fight you

hey, i never said it hurt to kiss you
but i'm telling you now
sweet demon
it hurt to kiss you

but it's going to feel so good
when i kill you

Quite Quite Quite sincerely,
                              RB

Quite Quite Quite sincerely,                                       RB

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a/n: i need it i need it i need it

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