Crow's Fly Straight

Home

This is the place I call home now. A mini apartment that I live at. I live alone. I haven't seen any of the Sons except Happy since the Carter issue. He's trying to forgive me but I can tell it's not working so well. I try so hard to pretend that I don't miss them when Happy is around because I don't want to be dragged back into the world of the club. I couldn't.

I heard a bang on the door and I checked through the peep hole, of course it's Hap. I opened the door slowly.

"Hey Happy, what's up?" I asked quietly.

"Look we're going into lockdown as something happened, but I want you to come to the club house." He said quietly.

"Look Happy I can't! I have to work tonight." I knew he wouldn't take no for an answer but I had to, I couldn't afford my apartment without my job. It isn't a good job but it worked.

"I don't care about that." He snapped. "You need to be there and I will make sure of it!"

"Happy I have bills and I can't take a day off. I'll lose the apartment. Thank you for caring about me though." I smiled a bit, I was happy to know that he still cared.

"You will be there." He snarled making me sigh.

"Can't you just take me to work?" I asked. He sighed and I knew that he was slowly giving up.

"I don't know if I can." Happy said, his cold eyes seeming a bit warmer.

"I know you're trying to protect me Happy, I love you for that and I thank you for that, I have to be able to work. I'm only working as a cashier at a book store right now, I can't afford to miss work days. I work until eight, just come and get me." I kissed his cheek and went and got my stuff for the lockdown, I didn't know how long we would be there so I packed for a couple days.

"Eight and I'm there, any later and I'll drag you out." Happy said, just being protective. I nodded slightly and sighed a bit.

"Okay." I gave him my stuff and sighed a bit, "I'll see you at eight." I smiled and left the house. I looked at him and smiled and drove to the small bookstore. I did my six hour shift and smiled, it was finally time for Happy to be here and pick me up but he wasn't here. That scared me a lot. I looked for him and I called him. What if something happened to him?

"Hey! Let's go!" Happy smirked, pulling into the parking lot of the little bookstore. I rolled my eyes at him and got on his motorcycle and we sped off towards the club house. It took a few minutes before we arrived there, it was chaos!

People were scattered everywhere! It felt like you could barely move! You tried walking through the crowd of people and you literally bumped into everyone you even tried to avoid.

"Hey, come on. Let's go inside." Happy said, walking me inside. I nodded and followed behind, knowing that it meant that I would have to see Jackson. I knew that he wasn't adjusting well to me being back, it didn't even seem like he was happy about it. I left, not willingly, but I left, so I understand why he is doing this. I walked inside behind Happy, trudging more like. I was dreading this.

"Hey thanks for picking her up Happy." Jackson said as he walked over to Happy and I. I looked at Jax.

"What am I doing here Jackson? I'm barely family." Jax gave me a look.

"I can let you leave and you might get killed." Jax glared at me and I looked down.

"Okay Jax, I'm sorry." He nodded and walked away. I looked over at Happy who was just standing there, looking at some crow eater. I sighed and nodded in her direction. "I'll go hang out with Juice or Chibs." Happy nodded and smirked, walking over to the crow eater. I can't believe he doesn't feel anything for me anymore. I still love him as much as I did the day that I was forced to leave.

Hanging around here is going to be so hard for me. I might just have to stop seeing the Sons all together. I walked over to Chibs who was talking to Juice. "Hey guys, what are you doing?" The both looked at me and smiled.

"Juicey is just looking for info. Where's Killa?" Chibs asked, making me nod over at him and the crow eater. Chibs nodded slightly and I sat down beside Juice.

"What is this lockdown even for?" I asked quietly, sitting there with my head resting on the back of the couch.

"Just for precautions." Chibs said, making me nod. I walked outside and just sat at the picnic tables. I thought of how things used to be and I missed it like crazy, but I couldn't go back to that, no matter how much I missed it.

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So sorry for the short chapter but I kind of lost interest in this chapter, I'll try and work on it but I don't know when the next chapter will be out.

~SkullKrissy