[✝️] HOT MESS | admin

vent, again.

vent ;;

god he ruined everything. i just want to be loved again. i don't know how much longer i can deal with the stress. ive recovered but i feel like im just going to spiral down into depression again. i can't deal with this. i can't i can't i can't i can't deal with being alone anymore i can't deal with that guy harassing me i just want things to go back to the way they were damnit

even my therapist said that we could use our relationship to help eachother i hate this i hate this i hate this

i can't deal with this anymore he doesn't want me back