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Baz

I was going to tell them. I needed to. I desided breakfast would be the best time. I wouldn't tell them about Simon. Just that I was seeing someone who happened to be a guy.
Penny hung out in our room last night, her and Simon got in a fight, then Simon said some sh8t about having to figure this out on his own and she just accepted  it and put on a movie, as if nothing happened.
I sat with my friends after I got some food.
"Baz, how is everything? I heard you turned down wellbelove, why?" Dev asked.
Baz whinsed.
"Well-"
"Look at fucking snow, does he know how to dress himself?" Niall interrupted.
"Shut up," dev said, "Why did you do it?"
"Well," I said nervously, "i- um."
"Hey, you ok mate?"
"Yeah it's just,"
"You look like you're going to vomit."
"Honestly I might. Right, I've wanted to tell you guys this for a while, I'm gay."
"Oh." Naill said. Dev continued eating.
"Where we ment to think you where straight?" He asked.
"Dev shut up." Niall spat, "are you sure, I mean, agatha."
"I never liked her." I mumbled.
This was going just how I expected. I didn't think dev would think I was always gay but I knew niall would be like this.
"How- how long have you known?" He asked.
"Fifth year I guess."
"You guess." Niall shook his head, "you never thought to tell us."
"Not a share around the dinner table topic, hey guys I'm gay how was your day!" I said, maybe a bit loud.
"Hey Baz, I'm proud of you." Naill said, "I'm just surprised you are,"

Simon

We got food and sat down. I dug into the scones.
"So your date. Where are you going?"
"Some pizza place,"
"Who with."
"Piss off bunce."
She rolled her eyes again and took a drink of her coffee.
"Simon." Someone said from behind me.
I turned around and saw agatha, who was crying.
"Can we talk?"

"Do I think he's actually gay?" I said. I almost choked when she asked me this.
"Ok, you need to just step back and look at this, where  did you even hear that."
"I over heard him tell naill and Dev, his henchmen of sorts."
"You're asking me if I think baz, is actually gay. Now i may not like Baz, but I'm not going to let you talk like that."
"I'm sharing my concerns Simon-"
"Yeah but it's homophobic."
"Why do you care, it's not like you're gay, are you?"
"I think I'm bi. Which is none of your business in the first place."
I said as I walked away.

I met Baz out in the courtyard.
"Hello." Baz saidm
"Hey, you ready to go?" I asked.
"I am indeed."
"Simon?" I heard someone shout.
"Right, piss off you walking skeleton." She said to Baz.
"Also I need to talk to you when you get back." She said as she turned away.
"

Wonder what that could be?" Baz said.
"Let's go."

"I don't know Baz, I don't think I could be with someone, like you."
"I'm not a monster snow."
"Y-yes you are, this, it isn't natural."
"It's fucking pineapple on pizza you twat."
I took a bite of his normal pizza.
"I like what I like."
Simon shook his head.
"You're a disgrace."
"You're cute when you're angry." Baz said taking another bite of his monstrosity. I shook my head and took a bite of mine.

"I had fun tonight." He said as they walked back to their dorm room.
"Me too. Maybe we can keep doing this?"
I smiled.
"I'd love to."
Then Baz kissed me again and again.
I chucked my keys and coat across the room along with his.
Then we heard a cough, "Ok, what the fuck?" Penny said from across the room.

"So Simon, when you said date."
"Yep."
"It was with a guy."
"Yep."
"And that guy is Baz."
"Yep."
"The guy who tried to kill you."
"Yep."
"What the fuck?"


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