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MingEW
@min9yu_k

okAY, I'M FREAKING OUT
PLEASE HELP ME
MingEW:

you good, gyu?
:chan ♡ hana

I AM FAR FROM GOOD
WHY DOES GOD HATE ME?
WHY CAN'T I JUST BE GAY AND HAPPY?
WHY CAN'T I JUST HAVE A NORMAL LOVE LIFE
correction: sorta love life
BUT STILL, MY LOVE LIFE IS COMPLICATED
MingEW:

tell me what's wrong, first
i may not have any experience
but i've given advice so much, it might as well seem like i do 🙃
:chan ♡ hana

OKAY
SO, I STARTED LIKING THIS GUY,
LET'S CALL HIM W,
TWO YEARS AGO
AND OMG, I AM A WHIPPED BOY FOR HIM
I CAN BE WALKING DOWN THE UNIVERSITY HALLS, AND SPOT HIM IN THE SEA OF PEOPLE
NOT JUST BECAUSE OF HIS LOOKS AND FIGURE,
BUT BECAUSE OF HIS FUCKING MOVEMENTS
IT'S JUST,
HE HAS SPECIFIC MOVEMENTS TO HIM,
AND I JUST LOVE THOSE MOVEMENTS SO MUCH, UGH
MingEW:

okay
so what's the problem with him?
:chan ♡ hana

I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO HIM EVER SINCE I REALIZED I LIKED HIM
well, technically, it was a few weeks after i realized i had liked him
BUT, SINCE HE WAS ALREADY DATING SOMEBODY THEN, I COULDN'T JUST CONFESS
PLUS, HE SEEMED LIKE HE DIDN'T LIKE ME THE WAY I DID
BUT NOW, HERE I AM, STILL UTTERLY WHIPPED FOR HIM
AND I CAN'T TALK TO HIM, BECAUSE HE DOESN'T EVEN LIKE ME AS A PERSON IN GENERAL
I SAW HIM THE OTHER DAY, AND WE MADE EYE CONTACT
BUT HE JUST KEPT WALKING IN FRONT OF ME
HE STARTED SPEED WALKING, TOO
like shit, my heart hurted 😢
AND I SEE HIM SO MUCH, AND IT JUST MAKES ME SO FUCKING DEPRESSED
BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE THE COURAGE TO ACTUALLY TALK TO HIM
CAUSE I THINK HE'LL JUST SHOO ME AWAY, AND WE'LL NEVER TALK TO EACH OTHER AGAIN
AND

I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO HIM EVER SINCE I REALIZED I LIKED HIMwell, technically, it was a few weeks after i realized i had liked himBUT, SINCE HE WAS ALREADY DATING SOMEBODY THEN, I COULDN'T JUST CONFESSPLUS, HE SEEMED LIKE HE DIDN'T LIKE ME THE WAY I ...

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WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING COMPLICATED
WE USE TO TALK EVERY OTHER DAY
I WENT THROUGH SOME SHIT, AND HE MADE ME FEEL BETTER WITH THREE FUCKING WORDS
THREE
FUCKING
WORDS
I JUST WANT TO BE ALL CUDDLY WITH HIM AND BE A SOFT AF COUPLE AND GO TO MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING OR A FROZEN YOGURT PLACE OR ANY PLACE THAT I FUCKING LIKE AT ONE IN THE MORNING WITH HIM WHEN I'M CRAVING IT AND I WANT HIM TO WRAP HIS ARMS AROUND MY NECK WHILE I WRAP MY ARMS AROUND HIS WAIST AND I WANT TO BE A LITTLE FUCKING SPOON DESPITE BEING TALLER THAN HIM AND I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKING LOVED BACK BY HIM BUT I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF HE LIKES ME IN GENERAL AND IT JUST HURTS SO FUCKING MUCH I JUST WANT TO CRY TO SLEEP
MingEW:

oh, my baby 😟
when you calm down, i'll tell you some ways to get you out of this
i don't want to see you sad
:chan ♡ hana

it just hurts me so much
multiple scenarios are going on in my head during the day
either he has a girlfriend or boyfriend, or he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore
or he likes me back or actually wants me in his life
but, everytime, even if i'm thinking about the good scenarios
i just end up thinking bad thoughts
DEEP BREATHS, MINGYU DEEP BREATHS
....
okay, i'm good now
go on
MingEW:

i think you just have to talk to him
let go of all the anxiety, and walk up to him
i know it's not easy to do
but, looking back on your old tweets, i can see you've done it before
:chan ♡ hana

you stalked my account?
MingEW:

your pinned tweet is a thread of all the times you've ranted about incidents in your life
😐
:chan ♡ hana

oh yeah
you can continue 🙂
MingEW:

just
think back to the good times you two have had before
and, if you talk to him, it might happen again
from what i know, mingyu,
you're an amazing person
i don't see why he wouldn't like you back
or even dislike you in general
:chan ♡ hana

but
MingEW:

no buts, mister
i want you to be happy
so don't hold back on something you want
go get your mans 👍👍👍👍
:chan ♡ hana

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