In love with 3 of my best friends!

chapter 6

I fell asleep on his chest
He wakes up to the door bell and checks what time it is and it 3 so it he knew it was alex he wakes me up
Chris- bbg hey bbg wake up alex is here
Me- oh shit put on your pants and shirt and i put on my dress but hurry before he gets annoying
Chris goes down and opens it and its was alex
A- hey where is sonya
Chris- up stairs she coming down
A- what did u guys do
Chris- watch netflix and fell asleep
Me- hey alex
A- you ok
Me- yeah
Chris- wanna go to eat guys
Me/a -sure
We went to eat as we can back we were on the couch and the door bell rang
Me- i got it
It was carlos
C- why did you tell them
He was really angry and he pushed me against the wall which made a loud band and the boys came running
A/Chris- get off her
He got off and was about to leave till i grabed him and punched him and he fell and i kept pushing till i felt someone grabe me by the waist it was chris
Chris- bbg stop
Me- let go now!!
He did and alex dragged him outside i went and he got up and i slapped him
Me- dont ever think about me or even try to talk or touch me bc if you do you know my brothers they will beat the living shit out of you
C- sonya im sor..
He didnt finish bc i slapped him again
Me- leave now
C- sonya please
Me - leave
He left and i ran to Chris's room and locked it i heard a knock and heard them
Chris/a- can we talk pleas
Me - no please leave me alone i will be down soon
Chris- ok bbg we will wait
They left and i knew i left a blade here one time just in case i needed it i found it and started cuting a lot i just couldnt stop i did it for 30 minutes then took one of Chris's hoodies and put it on and went down stairs
Chris/a- you ok
Me- yeah just needed time alone
We watched a movie and the cuts were on my left arm and chris was on my left so wheni leaned on him it hurt
Me- ow
Chris- you ok
Me- yeah
Later i forgot about the cuts and i took off the hoodie bc it got hot and chris looked at me with a smirk when i was taking it off and then he stoped smiling when he say the fresh cuts
Chris- sonya wtf
Me- what
Chris-What is this
I saw what he saw a got up
A- what is it
Chris- why are they fresh
A- what
Chris - she cut her self a lot
Alex pulled me to him and saw
A-when did u do this
Me- in the room.   A tear fell
Chris- where did you get the blade
Me- i hid it in your room a while ago just in case i ever wanted it
He started crying and so was alex
A- is this bc of carlos
I couldnt talk so i just nodded
A- im calling him
I couldnt stop him he called

On phone
C- what
A- sonya started cuting bc of you , you prick
C- omg you lying
A- no asshole
C- let me talk to her please
He passed me the phone while i was still crying
Me- what.  While crying
C- go ahead and hate me but dont go that to your self please
I hanged up
Me- baby please im sorry
Chris- promise me you will stop and you have to keep this one not like i didnt keep yours
Me- i promise im sorry you guys
We hugged and continued the movie
Alex left and i called my brother to see if i could spend the night he said yeah so i did and me and chris cuddled and fell asleep