In love with 3 of my best friends!

chapter 7

We wake up from Chris's alarm
Me- can i barrow a hoodies i have leggings
Chris- of course but dont take it off you dont got a shirt and i dont want people to see your hickies
We went to school and chris holds me around his arm and the i see carlos with a busted lip from me
Me- chris i didnt know i hit him tnat hard he has a busted lip
Chris- you were crazy but i cant blame you
We went to class but in 3 of my classes i have carlos alone and he sits next to me . he sat in his seat and it started getting hot i was about to take off my hoodie till he said something
C- do u have a shirt under that
Me- shit no uhhh fuck i ,i have to deal with it
C- haha
I looked at him with a nervouse look . after class he tried to hug me but i finched and got scared
C- are you scared of me
Me- what do you expect from me after what you did
C- right im sorry
he lightly touched my left arm
Me- ow please dont touch this arm
C- it that
Me - yeah
I walked away and saw chris kissing another girl why would he do that to me so i ran the other way and carlos saw Chris
C- dude sonya saw you and ran
Chris- shit
They ran after me and i was running and i saw them running after me and i ran out the school and kept running till i went to my car and sat there crying i wanted to just die there i grabed a blad then they catched up to my car i locked the doors
Chris/c - let us in please dont do it sonya
Me - why should i live i only love you chris and you did that to me i dont like carlos or alex only you and also carlos isnt my friend after what he did and my family sucks and alex oh alex i love him he is gonna be the only one that suffers bc u guys wont care
Chris- bbg i love you
Me- dont call me that
Chris- sonya please put it down
I put i down and started crying and i unlock the doors they come in
Chris- sonya im sorry
C- please forgive me
Me- please leave
Chris- i love you and only you
Me- i only loved you but Idk anymore
Chris- please baby
Me- you were my first love, kiss, and lover and you know that means a lot to me and you broke my heart
Me- leave
They left and i rode home and i hade a bottle of pills at home when i got home i kept cutting then i wrote a letter

" I love everyone of you my family and friends but what you did chris by breaking my heart and carlos by hitting me and slamming against the wall hurting me i cant deal with life im sorry to my familly and alex but carlos and chris i dont care i love you guys have a great life without me"

I took the pills and put the card on my bed i slept myself to sleep and then 30 later my brother walked in and saw the card and took me to the hospital then went to chris and carlos they were together
Carson- sonya is in the hospital because of you guys i gonna kill u guys
He shows then the card and then beat them up they had bruses and black eyes
Carson- i hope you guys die for what you did to her
Chris- im sorry i love her
C- im sorry
Carson- you of all you fucking abused her
C- its not like that
Carson- and chris she even said she LOVED you . you hear the ED part
He left and they rushed to the hospital and after 5 hours the docter came out and gave out the news about me....