You: (laying in bed)
Ray: I wish I could be there with you.
You: Me too.
Amber: (Walks in your room) y/n.
You: (sit up)
Amber: (hurries over and hug you)
You: (squeeze her tight) how'd you find out?
Amber: your mom called my mom. Told her to keep an eye out. Where's Megan?
You: sleeping.
Ray: baby
You: I'm sorry..(wipe your tear and pick up the phone) Amber is here. Can I call you later?
Ray: yeah.
You: (hang up)
Amber: he's going to be okay.
You: he's on life support Amber.
Amber: (looks down)
You: what if all of this is my fault. God is cursing me for how I treated Trevor...Larry..my mom.
Amber: now you're talking crazy. Y/n your brother was fighting for this screwed up world we live in and now he's hurt. It had nothing to do with you.
You: (wipe your face) I'd honestly switch places with him.
Amber: (hugs you)
That Night
Amber: (sitting in the living room with you)
The doorbell rings
Amber: I'll get it.
You: (look at your phone and check your messages to your mom)
-nothing-
You: why isn't she texting back?
Megan: (looks at you)
Mrs. Jackson: we brought some dinner for them.
Amber: (Smiles) that's sweet. (Looks at Louis) come in
Louis: (smiles)
Trevor: (standing in the back)
They walk in
Amber: y/n. It's the Jacksons.
You: (look up)
Mrs.Jackson: I'm so sorry about all of this. We bought some dinner for you all.
You: Thanks.
Mrs.Jackson: (walks in the kitchen)
Louis: (softly) she's okay?
Amber: (looks at you and shrug)
Louis: (holds her hand)
Trevor: (looks at you)
You: (get up and walk upstairs)
Trevor: (sighs)
-5 minutes later-
You: okay. Bye. (Hang up the phone)
Trevor: (walks into the doorway)
You: (covers your mouth looking out the window)
Trevor: y/n?
You: (turn around with tears in your eyes)
Trevor: (walks over and hug you) I'm sorry..
You: (crying)
Trevor: (rubs your back)
You: (look at him) I'm sorry.