Your room
You: (turn on Netflix)
Ray: (kissing your neck)
You: chiiiil. Can I put a movie on?
Ray: for what? We're not watching it.
You: we are. (Stands up and continue searching)
Ray: why you acting like this babe. You know how long it's been since I seen you.
You: so let's just talk and catch up.
Ray: about what? (Looks you up and down)
You: oh I'm taking AP Bio next semester.
Ray: you already told me that.
You: (still searching Netflix) did I tell you Drew is having a boy?
Ray: (Pulls you back by your pants ) yep. Now everytime yuh tell me something I've already heard you gotta step back.
You: Mr.Evans gave us a final at last minute.
Ray: I know.(Pulls you back)
Your POV: I've having sex with Trevor.
You: We can can watch Bird Box..(goes to search) you tell me something.
Ray: nothing new in my life..(Sits you on his lap)
You: (get up and sit on the bed) it's too cold Ray.
Ray: (grabs a blanket off your chair and throw it across you) it's not that cold.
You: (sigh a little then get the blanket and move to the head of your bed)
Ray: what's up with you? Every time I come home you act so stand-off ish.
You: Ray you realize all that I'm going through right ?
Ray: yeah. But you don't like to express your feelings so me asking how you feel isn't going to help.
You: have you tried?
Ray: for wh...(takes a deep breath) how do you feel y/n?
You: (looking at him)
Ray: see
You: broken...lost...confused...torn Ray. I feel like the whole world is crashing down on me.
Ray: (looks at you)
You:(wipe your tear)
Ray: torn by what?
You: life and death. My dad passed away 4 years ago and now there's a possibility that o could loose my brother. I'm still hurting over my dad.
Ray: (pulls you to him) I'm sorry. I'm sorry I haven't been here. Listening to you. But you know I care for you. I'd do anything for you y/n.
You: (nod not looking at him)
Ray: but you can't fault me. You've never opened up to me like this before.
You: every since you've gone off to college all that's been on your mind is sex when you see me.
Ray: and I'm sorry. It's just we waited so long and I never want to cheat on you and I need to satisfy my needs.
You: (shift in the bed) I know. I'm sorry too.
Ray: (leans back on the headboard staring at the tv)
You: (kiss him)
Ray: (looks at you) I love you.
You: (smile a little then look down)
Ray: (lifts your chin looking in your eyes)
You: I love you too.
Ray: (Kisses you)
-later-
You: (kissing ray)
Ray: breathing hard) thanks you y/n.
You: (kiss his lips)
Ray: pull you on top of him)
You: (rub the side of his face) are you getting a beard on me?
Ray: oh yeah. I'm letting it grow out.
The door opens.
You: (pull the covers over you and Ray)
China: (looks at y'all for a while) oh my bad.
You: (laugh)
China: let me just grab this. (Gets her charger then look at The tv)
It's on the search menu and B is typed in.
China: byeee. (closing the door looking at you)
You: (look down)
Ray: (Kisses you)
You: (force a smile)
Ray: I should go. (Gets up and out on his clothes)
You: (sit up pulling the covers around you)
-6 minutes later-
You: (open the door)
Ray: I'll see you later tomorrow?
You: I'll see you tomorrow. (Walk him to the stairs)
Ray: (Kisses you then leaves)
You: (exhales then turn around)
China is looking at you from Megan's room)
You: Dooon't..(Walks in your room)
China: (follows you) I'm not saying anything.
You: (pull off your sheets)
China:(Laughs)
You: I. Believe my mom has a sense strictly for knowing when I've been with a boy.
China: (Laughs) well my mom do so I'm sure yours do.
You: (sit on the bed then look at China) I didn't break up with him.
China: I figured that part. But whyyyy?
You: because Ray brings out something in me that no one else does.
China: (picks up a bottle) an alcoholic?
You: ha ha.
China: what are you going to do about Trevor?
You: I don't know. His video shoot is this weekend. I don't think I'm going. I can't, at least not with Ray here.
China: just tell Ray and let him come with.
You: and hurt Trevor like that? I mean I did tell him we're kinda together now.
China: well just go and don't tell Ray. Tell him we're going out.
You: (look at her)
🕚11:00 pm🕚
Y/m: (walks in the house)
Shelia: well they didn't throw a party.
Y/m: (Laughs a little).
Drew: Goodnight y'all.
Y/m: Night Drew.
Shelia: Goodnight. (Smiles)
Drew: (leaves)
Y/m: She's hurting so much. We all are. I'm just trying to be strong for my family and Drew. Can't you see it?
Shelia: of course I do. It isn't the first time I been here.
Y/m: (looks at her)
Shelia: when Jodie passed you was just like that.
Y/m: (looks down)
Shelia: trying to figure out how you're going to raise them kids. Imagine what's going through her head. Probably thinking the utterly worst.
Y/m: (shakes her head) I'm not letting my baby go Shelia.
Shelia: neither am I.
