I tried loving you
as much as you loved me
but it was all a sweet dream
an impossibility
I'm sorry
I couldn't do it
I wanted to so bad
but something pulled me back
something told me no
and I couldn't get it out
it's still trapped in my head
I'm sorry I couldn't ignore it
YOU ARE READING
in case I can't explain why
Poetrydedicated to his memory and how I failed to keep him.
