the heat of your body
the pressure of your lips
the glide of your hands
as they settle on my hipsthe look in your eye
as your hands move lower
I exhale softly
while our movements get sloweryour shirt disappears
doesn't matter where it goes
you kiss my neck
as I curl my toesit felt so magical
something truly fantastical
but then I thought
this isn't what I want
YOU ARE READING
in case I can't explain why
Poetrydedicated to his memory and how I failed to keep him.