adopted by shyland.

11

the school interview was great, ive got in and i'm starting school tomorrow.
my anxiety was very high,,
my experience at my last school wasn't the best, but, hopefully this will be better.

i lay down on my bed, staring up to the roof as i was lost in my thoughts.

"hopefully ill make friends"
"will people even like me??"

i sighed and stood up, grabbing my phone and checking soical media

i've gotten over 5.6k on instagram and a heap of more followers on twitter,,

shane uploaded the video of us a few weeks ago and i grow a lot of followers. but honstly i dont really care, i dont even post, i mainly just look at my favourites post.
like james charles
fuck i love james

i quickly took a selfie and i liked it, so i decided to post it
"im starting school soon, wish me luck:)"
and posted.

instantlygetting likes in seconds.

"@queenshaney7; yass queen"
"@sxxphie; You're goregous!!"
"@jamescharles; we stan a shister school queen"

i smiled when james commented
sadly hes gay- im kidding

"y/n dinners here" i heard shane shout out to me, i got up and walked out of my room to the kitchen.

"we got some tacobellll" shane smiled holding some wrapped up tacos in the air

"when are we going to get real food-"
"do NOT diss taco bell like that ry!" shane gasped, i laughed.
we sat down on the coach and started eating as shane turned on the apple tv and put youtube on

"hmm i wonder what the tea is tonight" shane mumbled "oo nice selfie y/n" i heard andrew from the other side of the room
i smiled as i eat.
it went quiet for a few seconds as everyone eat.

"sooo, are you excited for school y/n" ryland said breaking the silence. "huh, oh yeah" i looked down, anxiety got the best of me

"i know you're stressed about it but i promise, it'll be alright" ry spoke looking directly at me

"i know, im just scared people wont like me-"
"they will"
i sighed, and finished my food

shane and ryland started all talking to each other. i checked my phone

10.33pm

i yarned, "i should probably go to sleep"

"i agree, goodnight sweetheart" shane said looking at me. i got up and kissed him on the cheek and hugged ryland.

i said goodbye to andrew and went to bed.

tomorrows the day, i start school.
like ryland said, everything will be alright.
hopefully.

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uhh hello sorry i haven't updated i just don't have any idea and i suck pfft
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i hope everyone's doing well and uh yeah yeehaw