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Sometimes I think everyone hates me and everyone wants me gone. But, who is everyone? There's people in this world who don't know me, and I claim they hate me and want me gone. I understand my life isn't like others, I may be different, grew up different, and have a different opinions then others, but should everyone would judge me? I like to think and speak but, I don't speak the truth always. "Words are more powerful then you think" I speak, yes but not back in June 2015-September 2015 I didn't. I kept silent, for months, sounds familiar to you? Maya Angelou kept silent for a long time and I was silent also. But, why was I silent? Is it something everyone wants to hear? To be honest, I don't know what everyone thinks in this world, all I know is I'm different, I'm an author, bookworm, and a sports player. I kept silent in June 2015-September 2015 because I was afraid of myself and I knew keeping silent would work, but did it work? It didn't work, it made more people worry about me more then they ever been. Everyday when I got home from school, I stayed in my room, doing my homework, but didn't leave my room besides taking a shower, eating dinner. I was afraid to speak, I knew it was a wrong thing, but no one could tell why I kept silent. That's when, I became friends with Olivia. She started to speaking to me, I felt bad for her. Seeing her own friend being silent for not explaining why. But, one day I said to her, "good morning" she was frozen and I smiled at her. I knew the silence was over, she cured me on speaking. Olivia has been my friend/best friend since 2015, and still today we are best friends. She helped me with overcoming my fears and silence. Even though, she didn't know why I was silent. I'm actually glad I have my best friend in my life, without her, I would never spoke one word to anyone. Just know, "Words are more powerful then you think" Thank you for reading this, and I know it is a sudden real life story, I just felt like adding it since I was learning about Maya Angelou and her story of how she was silent and she got to speak again from Mrs. Flowers

Thank you again for reading this
Name: Julia