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The true meaning is to just give up

I technically give up on myself. Well, I already had gave up. I just well still alive because only a few people would care. *cough* 5 *cough* that's actually true I think. To be honest, I'm done with everything, I am actually. I'm done with myself, this world, and everything else. I posted my goodbye part 3 days ago but deleted the part 2 hours after it was posted since no one even saw it. And, now I have something to say, goodbye

Goodbye = world

I am going to die today hopefully, so I am no longer here. I wonder what people would say at school, "where's Julia?" (Ugh, I prefer Casey rn) and "where's Jules?" Then there is an assembly and it talks about a student suicide attempt that accomplished. This student is, in this grade, this name. Most people will cheer while the others don't Care, then the next day everyone had moved on because that's how people treat me. No one would miss me

On the group chat I am in on Hangouts

Everyone thinks I'm busy today and this week then sooner or later, gets worried. But moves on the next hour/minute/day. Then, finds out I died from suicide. Gets sad but moves on the next hour/minute/day since no one would care and miss me

Goodbye everyone, I had a worst life to be honest. It was great until .... never was great. It was always terrible

Bye chicagogetsmysoul- bedazzle_blue and others.