Silent Love {Slow Updates} [Hybrid!Namjoon X Reader]

The Truth [A/N]

Today I just want to talk about the truth of why I haven't updated.

So at the start it was kinda just that I lacked energy. 

For me, I easily get tired mentally when I'm doing something. It doesn't have to be anything actually tiring. 

Like after watching a movie, I'll get tired easily.

Or writing, I'll get tired easily.

Even being around people is tiring.

I have been absent from my school for about 2 years now. And I recently starting going back.

But even though I only went once every week for 2 hours, it wore me out.

For about one year ago, I started going to therapy. But it wasn't really therapy in my mind since I didn't really sit down and talk or anything.

They actually got me sleeping pills and a chain blanket so I could sleep.

But it was supposed to be therapy to sit down and talk about my self harm.

I never had a session though,

but don't worry. I stopped self harming when I found some good bands that kept me from thinking bad thoughts.

But anyways. 

As I said, a year ago I was supposed to go to therapy, but when my family asked if they could do an neuropsychiatric examination (I don't know if this is a proper translation tbh) on me, therapy was pushed aside.

I've waited 1 year to start the neuropsychiatric examination, and it was done some weeks ago.

A neuropsychiatric examination is when professionals sit down and determent if you have any diagnoses btw. It's tested by sitting down and talking about yourself and doing some tests.

I don't know the result yet, but it has taken a lot of my time, and especially energy.

So I'm sorry I haven't updated at all.

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I also wanted to say THANK YOU!!

This book has sooo~ many reads and votes!!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!

Bye for now.