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17. Remembering You

I am dying,

I act as I am full of happiness

Inside, I am a big mess,

Our hearts were pure

Now to fix them, we have no cure,

But to move on

Forget all

Everything that prevents you to fall,

I just miss you

And hope you do not change into something new,

Bad

Just remember you are not alone

Even when I don't pick up the phone,

Honestly, I am scared

That is odd because I never feared,

This is so awkward

Me trying to go forward,

Without you

I might change into someone new,

The change would be good or bad

But I'm the end it will be sad,

That is what is happening, struggling to continue the task,

Of what?

Forgetting you is why I fought,

We used to say good-bye everyday

Until the 18th of May,

Since then, each-other we did not see

The feeling at that time was mutual and good

But now I have my head covered under my hood,

Ashamed of what we did to us

We made a big fuss, a big mess,

Heartbreakers? There were a few,

I was one of them

But still you called me 'my little gem',

It was always cute

I would blush and become mute,

It was so good having you around

Without you, now I always frown,

I always listen to sad songs now

How the song-writers love was just 'wow',

I could easily relate

I took a wrong turn

Now from inside I burn,

Really bad

Cause I lost everything I had,

That was you,

I still have the words you wrote to me

I don't take them out, if I do, I would cry and fall on my knees

And in that spot I would freeze