Endangered

Chapter 20: First Day Of Work Is A Nightmare

Chapter 20....... Fist Day Of Work Is A Nightmare

'What the hell is wrong with me?' I thought as I watched his butt for a few seconds. I snapped out of it while shaking my head. Bad Aurora! Bad! I cursed to myself as I walked trying to catch up to him trying not to looked fazed at what happened to me seconds ago. I have never looked at another man since I have been with John, this was a first time. 'It was one time' I convinced myself. 'Only once'. I'm sure John as looked at other women in a sense of accidentally looking. But what I did was not accidentally at all, I fully looked down and attached my eyes for a few seconds

I started cursing at myself for doing what I did. I was looking by now, watching his feet as I followed him in the office area. It was an odd set up, having the first floor as offices, it was oddly open to the front doors. Yet again we were on the bottom floor, the lowest of them all. Chris stop suddenly while I was mucking about in my mind and I ran right into him holding my clipboard of things, that went out of my hands onto the floor. I stopped in my tracks, frozen, looking at the papers that were now on the floor, I looked up at him

"I..I..I'm sorry." I said as I stuttered as I looked up at him

My face was red, I could feel it. He picked up my files and clipboard then placed them all together then handed them back to me. My hands were shaking a little when I took them back

"It's no problem." He said

I smiled at him feeling butterflies rumble as he flashed me a bright white smile. I felt my heart started to pace faster to the point I thought it was going to pop out of my chest, this cannot be happening to me. He started walking again and this time, without another thought, I followed him just as one foot started moving. And this time I looked right in front of me, that was it. Soon I was welcomed to a little area that was different from the others. There were three connected cubicles, all open to each other

"There you will be." He said as he pointed to the middle desk

I stood there looking at it. Was I supposed to sit there now? I felt uneasy not knowing what to do, I looked up at him, god I felt like a kid looking up at him like this. He did look older than the last time I saw him. Maybe because he is wearing a suit with a tie, to me it felt like it was forbidden to look at him in the way I was and the way I wanted to look at him. My mind was just all over the place

"Go ahead sit down." He said

I nodded, thank god he said that, I was getting too carried away with my thoughts. I walked over to the desk, I pulled out the chair and sat down. Then, like a kid, I swung my legs to make the chair go forwards, I was still a little short to touch the ground, even with heels on. I placed my clipboard down on the desk as I made myself feel comfortable he came over and pulled a chair to sit beside me

"I'll teach you everything you need to know to be in this department, which is not much."

He smiled at me. Be still my heart. He touched the mouse to the computer and the screen lit up brightly. The company and logo came up on the screen a long with a bar for signing in, wait what was my sign in?

"How do I sign in?" I asked

"Here." He said

He reached over me and typed in my name and a password that I did not know. His arm brushed against mine and I could not help but feel that it was right even though it should not be. God no I can't be getting a crush like this, I'm going to work with him every day for god knows how long. It will drive me crazy! Plus I would never step out of my relationship, ever. I love John to death, but a pain in my heart was telling me different. Shut up heart! You're thinking wrong