Useful • Taehyung •

Chapter 1

"You sure are useful."

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"What do you mean you're done? You can't break up with me?" I said to my now ex boyfriend.

"I mean, we are OVER! Don't text, call or email me. I won't pick up!" He yelled over my crying.

"I don't understand what went wrong? Everything was going so perfect!" I said through the tears. I've been with this man since middle school and we're juniors now, and he decides he wants to call it quits right before our anniversary.

"I-I found someone else." He said quietly. I gasped loudly and moved my hand over my mouth.

"Someone else? Who?" I panicked, frantically searching for an answer.

"That shouldn't matter now."

"Shouldn't matter now? It should! Tell me who it is Kim Namjoon!" I yelled.

He shrugged his shoulders and turned his body towards the door. He reached for the doorknob and twisted it until the door opened. "I can't." Then Namjoon left out of my room.

I could hear his footsteps get quieter as my front door opened and closed. I dropped down to my knees and cried. Cried so much for so long.

The man I was deeply in love with left without a good enough reason. Was I not good enough? Was he not happy for the past 5 years? What could have been his reason?

Just then there was a knock at my door, then the door creaked open revealing my mom. Her face dropped as soon as she saw what type of state I was in. She quickly sat next to me and wrapped her arms around my small body.

"How could he just leave me like this mom?" I asked her with tears flowing down my cheeks. I sniffled and wiped my nose on the tissue she handed me.

"I don't know sweetie in fact I don't think we would ever know." She whispered into my ear. She stroked my hair trying to calm me down.

"Was I not good enough for him?" I asked her. "Is it because I'm not a full Korean? Is it because im lightskin?" I continued crying and didn't even realize my own stupidity of questions I asked my mother.

"Now you wait just a damn minute! Look at me." She yelled. I was still crying and wasn't focused on what she said. "Look at me!" She grabbed my face and made me look at her.

"You are a strong independent black women living in South Korea! You don't ever question was it because of your race! That never should slip out of your mouth. You guys were dating for 5 years! Im sure if he broke up with you because you are black then he wouldn't have actually dated you! Now stop saying nonsense! You're blessed to be born a lightskin black women! I don't care what anyone says and you were blessed to be raised around the Korean culture and fortunate enough to learn Korean like you actually are one!"

I wiped my tears and continued listening to my mom.

"It wasn't easy for me either. When dating your father. People always judged our relationship because I'm black and your dad is Korean, but we didn't care. We created a beautiful lightskin baby and that baby is you. So I don't want to EVER hear those disturbing questions come out of your mouth EVER again! Do I make myself clear."

I nodded my head.

"Do I make myself clear Za'ria." My mother said once more.

"Yes mom." I said quietly. She hugged me tight while I rubbed my eyes. She got up off the floor and also helped me up as well. "Thank you."

"Anything for my babygirl." She kissed me on my forehead and walked out of my room to go pertain to one of my other half siblings.

Maybe I got a little too carried away, but still. I don't know what to do anymore. I started to rub my temples until there was a knock at my door, interrupting me.

"Yes mom?" I yelled.

"It's not your mom, its Jungkook and Jimin." I heard Jimin say. One of them opened the door and they both walked closer towards me.

"Can I help you guys?" I asked in a harsher tone than before.

"Woah, woah, woah. We was just coming to check on you sassy pants." Jungkook teased.

I groaned loudly. "Jungkook Im not in the mood for any jokes." I flopped onto my bed and layed down. Jimin and Jungkook followed my lead and all three of us were laying down on the bed staring at my ceiling fan.

Yeah Jimin and Jungkook are my half siblings. We all three have the same dad. Jimin and Jungkook have the same mom and dad, but sadly their mom died when Jungkook and I was born.

No we aren't twins, but it kind if feels like we are since his mom gave birth to him a few days before I was born. My dad was broken up with Jimin and Jungkook's mom and got together with my mom.

I guess their mom was pregnant with Jungkook, but she didn't tell my dad until she was 8 months pregnant, by that time my mom was also 8 months pregnant with me.

So my dad thought it was a good idea to gain full custody of Jimin and Jungkook then move us from Busan to Seoul. ( He met my mom in Busan while she was down here for a couple of years. )

So now you know a little bit about my family and background.

"It'll be okay Za'ria." Jimin slung his arm around my neck and comforted me.

"Yeah!" Jungkook did the same and now I was covered with Jimin and Jungkook arms. Great instead of being sad and depressed i'm being suffocated by my brothers.

"We love you Za'ria." Jungkook whispered.

"I love you both too." I said back.

My brothers are literally my bestfriend's. Even though they like to tease me all the time, I still wouldn't trade them for the world.

I love you Jeon Jimin and Jeon Jungkook.

From your sister Jeon Za'ria.

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( A/N )

Decided to give Jimin and Za'ria Jungkook's lastname lol don't hate me its just a book.

but on a more serious note I want to tell you guys why I decided to make the main character a lightskin girl.

I know there's not many black people in South Korea, but Im doing so for the Black Army ❤️ ( Army's that are lightskin, darkskin or brownskin ) I feel like this is important because theres not alot of fan fiction books where the girl is black or mixed.

Im not racist or anything against people that are white or the characters that are Korean, Im really not, but I feel its also important to have a black or mixed lead.

If anyone finds the girl to be black or mixed offense then this ISNT the book for you and I WONT tolerate ANY racist, comments regarding MY book!

I will report you or I will simply have a strong discussion with you because I DONT tolerate it.

Every army should feel loved and I'm here to help you do so!

• Strong Power Thank You ❤️

( Cover Photo creds to kim-minjee Shes amazing!! ❤️ )