Useful • Taehyung •

Chapter 6

I love you even if it all was fake, I love you even if you aren't mine, but im glad I loved you so I could move on

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I started to close my eyes and try to imagine my life without Namjoon. I know it'll be hard and it's something I have to know from now on.

I'm sorry that he's all I think about and that im an emotional wreck but people have to understand we were together for FIVE years. We planned everything in those FIVE years. We spent everyday and every moment together for FIVE years.

It's definitely some getting used to with not seeing his face early in the mornings, going on late night dates or even being on the phone for hours at a time. It's all so different and I wish it would all go back the same.

Where it was Namjoon and I. Za'ria and Namjoon, Namjoon and Za'ria.

Before I could fully get to sleep, my door creaked open and I hard heavy footsteps coming closer and closer to me until I felt hands grab at my side.

I jumped up out of my bed and hit the person that came into my room. I scurried over to my nightstand and turned my light on. I looked over at the suspect and squinted my eyes. "Jungkook!" I yelled at him.

He got up off the floor and rubbed his head. "What Za'ria? Can't you see i'm in pain." Still rubbing his head.

I scoffed at him. "Don't what Za'ria me. You came into my room and tried to scare me! What do you want!"

"Taehyung wants you. He said you had his notes."

I looked over to my backpack and back at Jungkook. "Tell him ill be there in a sec." I got up from my bed and went to my backpack. "Oh wait where is he at?"

"Jimins room." Jungkook yelled halfway down the hall. I shook my head at my 'twin' and continued searching for his notes.

Once I finally found them I exited out of my room and went into the direction of Jimins. I reached his door and tried to open it but for some weird reason it was locked.

"Jimin open up!" I yelled while banging on the door.

"Don't bang on the door!" My mom yelled from downstairs. I squeezed my eyes shut and took a deep breath.

"Fine." I muttered underneath my breath. I started to twist Jimins doorknob until I heard footsteps and someones voice close to the door.

"Let me open the door for Za'ria real quick." I heard Jimin's voice. A few seconds later the door opened wide revealing a shirtless Jimin.

"Oh my gosh cover yourself." I said while shielding my eyes and walking into his room.

He chuckled and closed his door. "We're family crazy kid." He walked back to his bed and sat down with the controller in his hand.

"Ready to play now?" Jin asked. Jimin nodded his head and they both began to play mario kart.

I rolled my eyes at the two boys and turned my attention to Taehyung. He smiled as soon as he seen me and he stood up so we could be face to face.

"Here you go." I said to him quietly. He took back his notes and out the corner of my eye I could see Namjoon eyeing the both of us.

"Thanks I hope they helped." He smiled again making me smile.

"They did." I said. We both just stood there awkwardly looking around and occasionally looking at each other until someone called us out.

"Are you guys gonna move or stand like that?" Yoongi asked Taehyung and I.

We both looked at each other and stepped a few inches away from each other.

"Aish if you guys are gonna flirt, flirt somewhere else." Yoongi said. He put Jimin's pillow behind his head and I'm guessing went to sleep.

"Flirt?" Jimin said as he paused the game.

"Hey!" Jin yelled.

"Flirt?" Jimin said again. He was eyeing both Taehyung and I.

"No Jimin, no flirt." I said, but he wasnt having it.

"Awe Jimin why kick her out? You no fun." Hoseok said.

"No flirting in my room." Jimin said as he pushed me out of his room and closed the door on me. I stood up from the ground and dusted myself off.

"Oh yeah! Well!" I kicked the door really hard. "Take that!"

"STOP BANGING ON THE DOOR!" My mom yelled again from downstairs. "ILL COME UP THERE!"

My eyes widened and I took off from Jimins room and made my way into my room. I quickly closed the door behind me and locked it just in case she came up here. Thankfully she didn't.

I sighed as soon as I climbed onto my bed and grabbed my cellphone as well. I turned it on and noticed I got a text message from an unknown number.

( Text Messages )

unknown : stop flirting with taehyung in front of me.

kimza'ria : who is this?

unknown : did you delete my number that fast? its namjoon.

kimza'ria : what do YOU want! 🙄

unknown : dont act like you're not still in love with me za'ria. stop flirting with taehyung in front of me.

kimza'ria : im not acting. i know i still am, and we wasn't flirting i was returning my notes to him

unknown : mhm thats not what the others think

* read 6:06 pm *

unknown : za'ria?

kimza'ria : what dude

unknown : listen to me very carefully

kimza'ria : what?

unknown : i know you still love me and i still love you too no doubt about it but you need to forget about me

kimza'ria : how can i when you JUST told me to stop 'flirting' with taehyung?

unknown : thats different, hes my close friend and if you two were to date then idk what id do

* read 6:10 pm *

unknown : good you got the message

* read 6:11 pm *

( End of Text Messages )

Who does Namjoon think he is? Telling me not to talk to any of his friends? There my friends also! Is he really that jealous of Taehyung?

I started to think and think and think until a brilliant idea popped up in my head.

Maybe just maybe it'll work.