Useful • Taehyung •

Chapter 9

I thought the love we had was something special.

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I turned around, my nose scrunching up because of the weather. Jimin sat down next to me on the bench. Shortly after Jungkook followed.

I scooted a little away from Jimin. I know I'm still hurt by Namjoon, but Jimin's my brother.

And he hurt me the most...

"Za' I'm sorry. I-I just blurted out non-

"Is it true." I interrupted. I looked at Jimin with a straight face. No more tears. "Is it true?"

Jimin nodded his head. "It's true and i'm sorry I didn't tell you. We're sorry."

"You all knew?" I asked.

Jungkook nodded his head. "Namjoon told us to keep it a secret and we thought we were doing what was best for you."

"We didn't know this would hurt you so much." Jimin finished for Jungkook.

I couldn't believe what they were saying. Of course it would hurt me. My own two brothers kept a secret from me for so long.

"What was the reason?" I asked. I wanted to know why Namjoon cheated on me for the past year. "And give me the real reason."

"Za'ria. We love you so very much a-and you know we don't feel think like this okay." Jimin said.

I looked at Jimin confused. "Don't think like what?"

"Namjoon was g-getting talked about because he was dating you." Jungkook said the truth. He wasn't ready to tell her, but somebody had to.

"Why because of me? What do I have to do with anything?" I asked. None of this is making any sense.

"Za'ria they talked about Namjoon because he was dating a black girl." Jimin came out and said what Jungkook was trying to say.

"W-what?" I asked. "How come I didn't know this?" I yelled. I stood up from the bench with my fists balled.

Jimin and Jungkook stood up with me. Jungkook grabbed my fists to secure them.

"He didn't want your feelings to be hurt and we asked him specifically not to tell you." Jimin said.

"Why?"

"Because we know how you feel left out, how you think you don't belong and how you're insecure, but you shouldn't be. You're our sister and we love you. We didn't want you to feel even more bad about yourself then you already do." Jungkook finished off saying.

I slowly unballed my fists and tears were coming down my cheeks. He was right. I do feel left out, I don't think I belong and I am insecure and I know I shouldn't be but I am.

I wrapped my arms around Jungkook since he was the closest to me and I cried on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry Za'ria." Jungkook said. He started rubbing his hand up and down my upper back, comforting me.

I'm sorry to Jungkook.

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After that whole incident at the park, Jungkook, Jimin and I walked back to our house. There Taehyung was sitting on the porch maybe waiting for our arrival.

I let go of Jimin's arm and watched as the two of them said hi to Taehyung then walked into the house, leaving us alone.

Taehyung smiled at me nervously. He rubbed the back of his neck and he looked like he was trying to find something to say, anything.

"Za'ria." He said. He looked down like he didn't want to embarrass me or anything.

"It's okay Taehyung." I started. "I didn't mean to embarrass you. I don't know why I said we dated when we really don't."

Taehyung looked up. "Y-yeah, it's okay." He said.

I sighed. I really really miss Namjoon. Even though he did cheat on me, he was still my first love. The person I shared practically my whole life with.

It was silent for a minute. We both didnt know what to say to each other.

"Do you still want Namjoon back?" Taehyung asked me. I was just about to head inside when he asked.

I turned around and thought for a minute. I do still want him back. I'll always take him back.

I slowly nodded my head and walked closer to Taehyung. "Of course, but I don't know how. He's with Jennie now."

"You're right." He said quietly. "But!"

"But what?"

"I can help you win him back." He suggested. I was confused on what he was talking about.

"How?"

"Well obviously Namjoon loves you still and he's the jealous type."

I still wasn't getting what Taehyung was saying. I know he's the jealous type, but what does that have to do with anything?

"I know that." I said with my voice going a little higher than usual.

"You don't get it?"

I shook my head.

"Let's just have everyone think we date especially Namjoon. He'll get jealous and eventhally want you back." Taehyung said, explaining it to me.

I thought for a minute and nodded my head. "I like that idea." Taehyung stuck out his hand and I shook it.

We stopped shaking hands and then I looked down again. I tend to always do that when i'm talking to people nowadays.

Taehyung grabbed my chin with his hands and lifted my head up, making me look into his eyes as he was looking into mine.

I was tempted to kiss him, but I had to stop and realize this isn't real.

"What are you guys doing?" Someone asked.

Taehyung moved his hand from my chin and I looked over at who interrupted our talk or our silent talk.

It was Namjoon.

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( A/N )

Have not updated in forever sorry bout that.

I promise to update this book frequently so enjoy it!

Also if theres grammar mistakes then dont pay any mind im not proof reading this chapter i will later though