Broken Brothers

Chapter 1

I jolted out of bed when I heard yelling downstairs, I groaned and sat up, I sighed and walked down stairs to see Shadow yelling at Sonic who was just looking down

" Shadow!!" I growled they both looked at me

" I-it's fine s-Silver " I heard Sonic say, he then walked out of the kitchen with tears in his eyes, I sighed and frowned

I then glared at Shadow

" so what happened this time?" I asked him, I swear he acts like a child and he's 20!!

" it doesn't matter " He growled and started to make his coffee

I sighed again and made myself something to eat

{Sonic's Pov}

The argument that me and Shadow just had kept playing in my head, I don't know why I even bother to fight back anymore...

I better get ready for school, more like hell, it's where I belong anyways, I don't deserve Silver's love he gives me, I don't deserve to eat, and I don't deserve to live, I only deserve pain and torture

I put my uniform on and ignore the hunger in my stomach, I rarely even eat anymore, I don't even take lunch with me to school, because it's taken from me

I stare at the bloodied blade that sits on my bedside table, I grab it and I unwrap the bandages around my wrists and I look at the cuts and scars, I slide the blade across my wrist and watched the crimson liquid drip to the floor

I do it again and again until my arm is completely covered in blood, I laughed dryly, it's all I can do, I can't talk about my problems or about anything else

It hurts, ever since Mum and Dad died, its never been the same, I'm broken and I have been for years...

" Sonic are you ready for school?" I heard Silver shout from downstairs

" just give me a minute " I shout back, I clean up the blood and wrap my bleeding arms with the already bloodied bandages, I look at the knife in my hand and put it in my bag

I quickly put my jacket on to cover the cuts, it would probably be another reason to be yelled at

I sighed and grabbed my bag and walk downstairs to find Shadow leaning against the wall by the front door with the car keys and Silver trying to find something in the kitchen

" about time " Shadow growled softly as he saw me

'What happened to the promise you made?' I asked myself and shook my head getting rid of the thought

He never cared and never will, the only thing to him I am is an idiotic brother who let their parents die in the fire 10 years ago

I try not to think about any of it, because it only hurts more

" I'm fine with walking you know " I mumbled quietly, not wanting the attention from my older brothers

{Shadow's Pov}

Why am I like this? Why do I push him around and act as if I hate him? Why do I blame him?!

These are the thoughts running through my head as I wait by the door, I came downstairs this morning and found Sonic going through the kitchen cupboards and a cup fell out and shattered on the floor

I don't know why but I snapped, I feel guilty, but.....for some reason I can't even look him in the eyes

I heard Sonic say something under his breath and I ignored it, I sighed inwardly, I hate doing this, ignoring him and hurting him, but it's for the best, I can't get close to him or Silver

My job requires me to not depend on my family, enemies would target them and I can't lose them not like our parents and I know I'm already losing them, it hurts yes

But I can't watch them die, it was already hard enough when our parents died, when I was offered the job that's when I changed

Sonic rarely even looks at me, Silver is always trying his best to get us to do something together, but it always ends in a fight against me and Sonic and I hate it

" found it!" Silver shouted from the kitchen, he held up a note book and I knew it had a list of things we needed from the Shops

" are you sure there isn't anything you want?" Silver frowned at our younger brother

" no it's fine, we should use it to get things we need, not waste it on things we don't " Sonic replied while looking away

" but it was your birthday last week, and you always say the same thing when we forgot 'it's fine' Sonic it's not fine " Silver frowned, it's true, me and Silver always forget and he never complains not even when he was younger

" I should get to school before I'm late " Sonic stated, I just huffed in annoyance while Silver sighed and frowned

{Silver's Pov}

I don't understand, what happened to my brothers? I know our parents death affected us, but Shadow shouldn't be so angry and annoyed all the time and Sonic shouldn't be like this

I sighed as I sat in the passenger seat in the car, Shadow got in the drivers seat and Sonic got in the back seat, the car drive was silent, like always

It's summer and Sonic's wearing long pants and a jumper...like always

" you should take the jumper off, you'll over heat " I frowned as I looked at him, he looked up and then back down

" I'm fine " was all he said, I sighed and looked back to the front, I know something's wrong and he doesn't want to talk about it, a few minutes later were out front the high school, me and Shadow didn't really get and education, we did, but we dropped out so we could get money and food and it feels as if Sonic is pushing himself away

" have a good day at School " I smiled at him, he nodded and walked away as the bell went and I frowned, I haven't seen his smile in a while, Shadow's I do sometimes, but Sonic's? No not in a long time

I sighed as Shadow drove away from the school

" I'm sorry " was all Shadow said

" for what?" I asked as I looked at him, he didn't take his eyes off the road as he answered

" I'm sorry that I've been pushing you both away, I just don't want to lose you two because someone wants to get to me, GUN said I couldn't risk it, I love you both more than anything and I know I'm hurting you both " Shadow sighed as he wiped his eyes

" it's ok, but you should stop yelling and hitting him " I sighed as he looked out the window

They were both unaware of a figure watching their every move, or that he had his next target

To Be Continued

Dream: This is another sad book ;-;

Sonic:......I hate you

Dream: love ya too!! And thanks for reading!!