Sarah one shots

Young love (Fooxay/Goodeday)

Trigger warning, there will be self harm in this story, so if you are easily triggered then you maybe shouldn't read this story
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"Cordelia where are you, stupid child" Fiona yelled out in the hallway

"Mother I'm in my room" the younger girl replied

"God why can't you just be a good girl for once in your life,huh?" Fiona said with an angry voice

"I'm sorry mother" Cordelia said while trying her best holding back the tears

"I'm going out for the night, so you are going to be here with your aunt. And no friends is going to be under this roof while I'm not here, understand?" Fiona said slightly drunk

Cordelia could smell alcohol on her mother's breath, she had been drinking all day and now she was going out to drink even more. She couldn't believe how God could give her a mother like this, she is always mean to Cordelia. She was abusing Cordelia by talking. Once she trough a bottle at Cordelia, it almost hit her head but her aunt Myrtle stopped the bottle in the air by using her powers, all Fiona did was laugh and then she walked away. Leaving her daughter in tears.

"Yes mother, I understand. Have fun" Cordelia said with fear in her voice

"Why did I even keep you, when I could have done an abortion instead" Fiona said known she hurt her daughters feelings

"You should get going, I think your taxi is here mother" Cordelia said with a tear rolling down her cheek

"Ah the only good thing you did today" Fiona said

Cordelia's POV
"Hey Mist" I said to the phone
"Hey Delia" Misty said back
"Do you want to come over, my mother is out, it is only me and my aunt and she likes you very much so she won't care" I said hoping she would say yes
"I'm sorry Dee but I can't, my mother she is sick again, I need to take care of her, maybe another day?" Misty said
I felt my heart sink as she said what she did, what am I supposed to reply to her, 'oh its fine' or 'oh your mother is sick again!?' Gosh I don't know, I just want misty to know that I need her, that I love her, that I want her.
"Oh that is fine, I get it" I said with a sad voice
"Hey don't be sad, we can see each other tomorrow, okay?" Misty said trying to make her friend happy
"Yeah that sounds perfect. So see you tomorrow?" I said pretending to be happy. Why can't she just understand that I love her?
"Yeah, I have to go now. Love you Dee" Misty said
"Yeah love you too Mist" I replied
A friendly "I love you" is what we say to each other all the time, but when I say "I love you" I say it because I do love her, I know the she doesn't love me that way. No one has ever loved me, at least that's what my mother keeps telling me. That I am so wrong, ugly, hated and so on. My aunt always tells me not to listen to her but what if she is right, what if I am wrong and ugly. I don't even know what to think anymore or what I am supposed to do now.

15 minutes later

"Cordelia love where are you?" Myrtle asked

"I'm in the kitchen auntie" I replied back

"What's wrong love?" Myrtle said with a worried voice

"Auntie have you ever been in love?" I asked hoping for a good answer, I know I can't ask my mother this, partly because she wouldn't answer or because she's never been in love

"Yes my child I have, and I would say that I still am" My aunt said whit a low voice

"How did you know that you were in love?" I asked