Pensive Thoughts

What did I do?

You believed all the lies against me

Instead of trusting me and talking to me, you cut me off.

When I saw you after such a long time, I was so happy

But something had changed

You were different

I could sense it

You barely looked at me when I saw you

You didn't say hi to me, or ask how I was

You stepped to the side of the hallway as I tried talk to you

I saw you were trying to avoid me

Your whole attitude was different from when we last saw each other

The last time I saw you, we were so happy that we going to the same school

That we would be in the same classes

That we would still hang out together

That we were still going to be friends

But no you had different plans in mind

You choose to believe that I would do something horrible to you

You choose to believe that I wasn't really your friend

You choose to believe that I hated you

You choose to believe lies instead of me

I can't believe you did that

Did you honestly think I would betray you?

Did you think that I was faking our friendship?

Did you think I wasn't your friend?

I want to hate you, but I can't

You're still in a part of my heart

I tried to shut you out, but it didn't work

I wish I could, but you're still stuck with me

You even turned a couple of people against me

People who I also thought were my friends

But enough is enough

I can't let you be in my life anymore

You're not good for me

You made me feel awful, but no more I say

I'm casting you out now

I no longer care what you think what I did

I don't care if you think that I'm a major bitch

I'm done with you

You can think whatever you want, but I know the truth

My life will keep on going on without you and I don't need you to be there

Remember you choose this not me

I forgive you, but I don't need to have you in my life

If you love something let it go

Well I don't love you anymore

But I'm letting you go

Au revoir ma chère

You're no longer a part of my life.