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jeonjungkook sent a message: can we talk?

your heart skipped a beat just from reading that one line. All you wanted to do was make Jungkook regret dating Chaeyoung, but you didn't think through that he might actually want to talk to you

Especially after the accident and what he had said at your brother apartment a few weeks back, maybe he did have some talking to do 

Your finger hovered over the keyboard. Hesitant. That was the perfect word to describe how you were feeling in that exact moment. Something was telling you just to go for it, what harm could a single text message do

The other part of you was contemplating whether or not this was a good idea. What if things get worse. What if Chaeyoung tries to go after you for talking to her boyfriend? What if you fall harder for Jungkook?

Without thinking, you sent the message. 

soojung_수정: hurry and say what you need to say

jeonjungkook: I'm sorry about all the bad things I said about you a couple weeks ago

soojung_수정: you should be sorry. Every single word you said hurt me. Whether you meant it or not, those words created a hole in my heart that will never close

soojung_수정: what if I were insecure, Jungkook? Then what? What if I were insecure about the way I looked or about the job that I had? What if the words that you said hurt me so much to the point that I would've taken my own life? Then what were you going to do? 

jeonjungkook: I don't know what to say.

soojung_수정: bye jeongguk. 

jeonjungkook: wait, no please stay and hear me out!

soojung_수정: quickly please

jeonjungkook: look, let me explain everything over coffee next Saturday 

soojung_수정: no.

jeonjungkook: please, I'm begging you

soojung_수정: keep begging, cause I'm not going

jeonjungkook: I'll buy you Chungha's album if you go

soojung_수정: see you next Saturday!

you turned off your phone before throwing yourself face first onto your bed. What did I just agree to, you asked yourself. Even if it was for a Chungha album, why would you agree to go out for coffee with Jeon Jungkook after all the shit he said to you

memories of weeks ago came to your mind 

*flashback*

You didn't even have to look up to see who it was because the aroma smelled like strawberries and the cold and uncomfortable living room suddenly became warm and pleasant

"What do you want," You asked, sitting up. He was wearing his pink Cooky pajamas. You wanted to act upset but you couldn't take him seriously in those pajamas. "I just want to talk, that's all"

"There is nothing to take about, I told you three weeks ago to leave me alone and here you are talking to me."

"Why did you shut me out," He asked, shifting his entire body towards you. " I'm not looking for a relationship, Jungkook. You obviously found someone so why don't you just leave me alone" You explained

"Your right. I actually don't need you because Chaeyoung is the best thing that's ever happened to me. She's taught me how to love myself and others. And at least I could relate to her. Everyone wants her because she's an idol and has looks, what idol like me would want a barista like you" He said

Your mouth went wide in shock before you decided just to get up "Your right. Who would want a girl like me? I'm not studying anything in school. I'm useless, no one loves me and you've made me realize that. Chaeyoung has everything so your lucky to have her. I'm ugly and uneducated" you finished with tears in your eyes

He got up as well "Soojung, I didn't mean it like that". "There is no other way you could've possibly meant that," you said

"Why the fuck did I get up? You should be the one walking away, making your way to your girlfriend" you continued. He just nodded as he looked down " Your right". Although he had said that, he still stayed standing there. It was an uncomfortable silence before you decided to speak. "Leave" you whisper-shouted, being mindful of the people sleeping but still trying to come off as irritated and tough

He walked away finally, leaving you a sobbing mess as you tried to get some sleep. 

*end of flashback*

tears filled your eyes as you recalled what had happened. How could the most beautiful boy in the world say the cruelest thing to a girl like you? Not to say you were an angel but you didn't deserve to be treated that way, especially after going through so much

Everything started off perfect. Moving to Seoul, to meeting Hyunwoo, to getting a job you liked. It wasn't until recently that things started going downhill

Distant boyfriend, low money, the job not paying you enough 

And this just took a turn when you met Jungkook. You ended up breaking up with your boyfriend of four years when he was going to propose, to losing Jungkook and his getting a new (bitchy) girlfriend, to the car accident

So what's next. Someone dying? The world ending? Things couldn't get any worse than this, right?

Right?

Hello everyone! Sorry for the long wait, I'm been working on many ideas for this book. I can't wait to write the next chapter 

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