"Y/N is anti-social eccentric intellectual going through loneliness and depression and is currently searching his purpose until it all changes when one girl arrives at his life.
Disclaimer:I do not own Date a Live in any way this fanfiction is just...
As you woke up and checked the time you saw that it was 4:48 AM
(Y/N):POV
"okay its too early but suddenly you feel too energized and full of adrenaline for some reason"
(Y/N):Okay this just keeps getting weirder
So you decide to go outside to your backyard and sit down on your bench to relax with the ambiance and suddenly she appears in your mind after the meeting she just can't get out of your head
So this is how is feels when can'st stop thinking about someone but whats so special about Kurumi
I think I will just shrug it off but I gotta admit I enjoyed that talk we had earlier
After thinking abut Kurumi I just realized this was usually I feel depressed after remembering the thought of depression this made me remember the past the pain I have endured from my childhood the bullying,mugging,abuse,outcast and the loss of my sanity
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That made me realize oh no I am starting to get attached to Kurumi no I must not get attached no attachments it will just slow me down I may not know what to do with my life but I just believe that I will be great and if I have to be great I must have no friends,no lovers,no family and no attachments for it will only be in my way or worse bring me down
BUT
what about Shido I may not call be close or as you call as friends but I enjoy being with him same and even my grandparents I can love them for no matter how hard I try I can never remove my feelings of love for those who were close to me as I had learn that the hard way through my parents even their horrible at parenting and its a miracle that I didn't became a bad seed from their teaches but yet I still love them and even grateful for them for they may be idiotic retards their my idiotic retards I love
Maybe I thinks is not the attachment is the problem or maybe its the control oh I don't know I am so confused oh well I better buy new books okay I think I need to lay off the science time for some philosophy
Well Time to prepare for School me and Shido are gonna have a long talk
After a while at School You were looking for Shido and saw something that scarred you
(Y/N):As you saw Shido and Okamine having conversation and what you heard seem like confession of love you ran to the bathroom to see if your just seeing and hearing things as an effect of the knock out
When You went out refreshed you saw Shido running away from Miss Okamine
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