twisted minde (AU) (Marshmello X Reader) (Gender Neutral) [Work In Progress]

did i hurt YN...?

After I realised what happened I got up running through the fields when almost no one was around "YN! where are you?  answer me did I actually hurt you I'm sorry…...!" I screamed searching for her/him vigorously "did I hurt you did I? I diden do this did i...?....is this youre blood on my body?!!just answer!!" I Scream as my voice began to break more and more I felt like I left people out of my life that care for me hurting them in the process "hey man who are ya searching for? That girl/guy that was on stage with you earlier?" A stranger Sayed and I just notted "she's/he's at the paramedics tent... You've got her/him very good mello you probably broke her/his arms....and if your friends wouldn't have jump in tarring you off of her/him you've would had killed her/him.. At least she/he is save now... I would not blame her/him if they scared of ya now" the stranger adds After hearibg this I ran to the tent were the paramedics are in shock I sank to my knees... What did I do to YN .... She looks at me "oh hello marshmello...Did you awake after Skrillex knocked you out? you know you have hurt me but it hurts more that you were able to do this to hurt someone who Trusted you... Someone who tried to comfort you when you were sad and crying someone who cared... Not just I am shocked but the intier Mello gang." YN says with a broken voise her/his eyes filling with tears I got up tumeling backwards "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so.... So sorry" I stunter as I tumbel furder away from her/him.... "I'm a monster I'm a monster I'm no human I'm not worth it I'm not worth any recognition but anyone...." I continued as YN got up and close to me she/he hugs me tightly and also slaps me "don't you dare call yourself worthless but it seems that you have a problem perhaps anger issues? Or suppressed feelings? I don't want you to die from it or that it will being you into prison... you know...? I don't... Maybe you should take a break from your work perhaps that helps and if not you should visit a psychologist promised?" YN says in a very serious voice I gave her/him the pinky swear and since this was the last day of the festival I just left for now but first YN and I shared Facebook direct messages to stay in touch as she/he might saved me