Ryan called me 30 times after he dropped me off and 10 times again today. I didn't feel like calling him back or even seeing him. His actions were just ridiculous. I went to the kitchen and poured some lemon tea. I went to the living room and watched the news.
* knock knock *
"Ugh." If it was Ryan I wants going to bother. I got up and checked through the window. It was Jake. I opened door.
"Hey Jessica!" Jake said.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"What you think your little boyfriend was going to stop me from seeing you?" He said.
I was speechless. I didn't know what to say back.
"Can I come in?" He said and interrupted my thought.
"Yeah, sorry."
He looked around. "Comfy place!" He said.
"Thanks." I said giving my house a look around as well.
"Were you busy?" He asked.
"No. Not really. Just watching tv."
He sat down on the couch and I as well. He picked up one of my baking magazines.
"You bake?" He asked flipping through the magazine.
"A little. My mom and I would bake together." I said.
He stopped at a page.
"Lets bake this." It was a picture of a cupcakes decorated in smiley suns and clouds.
"Uhm. Sure" I said.
We both walked to the kitchen. I got out the ingredients and supplies. Jake walked over to my old stereo and put some music on. While we baking I can hear hum to the music.
"Can you pass the flour please?" I said.
"Oh you mean this." He threw flour. on me.
"Oh no you didn't."
"Oh but I did." He said
"You're on!" I ran towards the flour and threw at his shirt. I grabbed the icing and put some on my hand and threw at his face. His whole face was covered with icing. I was laughing hard. He took some icing off with his hands and smiled an evil smile.
"Jake. No." I said putting my hands out to protect me. He got closer and started to rub icing on my face too. We laughed and decided to clean and finish baking the cupcakes. 30 minutes the first batch came out. We decorated the cupcakes. I drew a flower on mine. Jake drew some weird animal I couldn't tell.
"Is that cow?" I said looking at his cupcake.
"It's a bird." He said while concentrating on the wing.
"Done!" He said and he looked satisfied.
I was about to eat my cupcakes when Jake stopped me.
"Lets take a picture!" He said.
He held his cupcake next and I held my cupcake next to me. His smile was melting my heart. The photo seemed like an hour when in reality it was only 5 seconds.
We finally ate our delicious cupcakes. I sat on top of the counter and finished my cupcake. Jake came over and put his hands beside my thighs. We were so close that our noses could touch.
"I had fun." He said smiling.
"I did too." I was freaking out.
Jake started to lean in closer. I started to lean I as well.
Ryan doesn't deserve this. I mean I know we have our downs but I love Ryan. Plus I barley know Jake.
I opened my eyes and stop and moved back.
"I'm sorry. I can't. I'm in a committed relationship with Ryan." I said a bit hurt.
Jake looked into my eyes. He looked hurt. I didn't know what to do or say.
"I understand." He said. He got his jacket from the table and left without saying goodbye. I never felt so terrible in my life. Should I tell Ryan? I felt the whole world spinning in circles. Was this real? I decided to go to sleep and just shut the world out.
A/N
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-Pam
